After Naomi left everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
"Are you okay Cas?" Chuck asked.
"I'm fine, seriously don't give me that look."
Just then Cas' phone rang, they looked at the caller I'd, sighed, and answered it reluctantly.
"What do you want Dean?"
"I'm sorry Castiel, I shouldn't have made you leave. I dont even know why I did."
"First of all, it's Cas, secondly, you told me to get my shit and get out. That was all you. I told you exactly what happened and you still freaked out. Maybe you need to think about why you freaked out instead of calling me. Goodbye Dean."
"What was that about?" Gabe asked
"Nothing, just dean being dean."
With that Cas walked up to their room, closing the door behind them.
They pulled out their journal and started writing.
'Naomi came for a visit today. She kept calling me a boy. Today I am not a boy. Everyone in my family knew that but her. I guess sometimes I forget that not everyone is accepting of genderfluidity.
Only my family knows. Noone else. But this school year is gonna change that.'
As they put their journal away there was a knock on their window. They looked over to see Dean barley hanging on.
They rushed to open the window and grab him before he fell.
"Are you an idiot Dean Winchester?"
"Possibly," he said with a shrug.
"You do know you could have gone through the front door right?"
"I've always wanted to climb up to someone's window. Now I have."
"What are you doing here?"
"Trying to apologize for this morning."
"I already to-"
Cas was cut off my lips on theirs. More specifically Dean's lips on theirs.
They kissed back, because duh. Who wouldn't. After a few seconds Dean pulled away.
Before he could say anything cas said, "I'm genderfluid."
"What does that mean?"
"My gender changes. A lot. Sometimes I'm a guy, sometimes a girl, other times neither."
"Oh uh, I- I got to go," dean rushed out of the room and out of the house.
Cas sighed before walking downstairs to get their comfort food.
"Hey Cas, are you okay? What happened?" Lucifer asked.
" I told dean. He kissed me and then I told him. And he ran off. I don't even know why I told him. He probably hates me."
"Oh wow. For starters, I'm proud of you. Secondly, Dean is an asshole."
"Thanks Luke."
"Anytime baby sibling."
"Dont say that. Ever."
"Awe why not?"
"Because. I'll kill you in your sleep."
"I'm satan, you can't kill me."
"No but Mike can."
"Wow Cas, your gonna turn my own boyfriend against me?!"
"Yep."
"You're cruel."
"Go fuck yourself lucifer."
"No, that's mikey's job. "
"Ew."
A/N: I'm sorry... he might come around. He should anyway. Just gonna be a lot of ups and downs for him to admit he loves cas.
PSA: I'm not genderfluid. I have a basic understanding of it and feel the genderfluid representation is little In books. If you read this and ate genderfluid. Please please correct me if I get something wrong.
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