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/🍄/🎧/💖/ GxB // Love Is Hard

/🍄 Angst / 🎧 Comfort / 💖 In Progress /

Y/N - Your Name
H/N - His/Boyfriends Name
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You loved H/N with your life. No seriously you did, you would die for him. You felt like he was the only one you completed you, understood you, loved you, and it was like true love. It felt like a love you only saw in Disney movies.

You were cuddling and clinging on H/N like your life depended on it. Except he wasn't doing the same, he was on his phone scrolling through face book.

You started to get thoughts, you thought you were being to clingy, you remeber how distant he was being. Was it you? Were you the problem? You were scared he didn't care about you. You didn't want him to not love you.

You let him go and rolled to the other side of his bed. H/N quickly noticed this and moved. Your bad thoughts went away and you thought he was moving to you? No. He was just readjusting and turned his back to you. You got sad again and thought he got tired of you. You got off his bed and stood up holding back tears. You walked around it and trailed off to the door. You looked back to see if H/N finally paid attention and to your surprise he did?

"Where are you going?"

"Now you want to pay attention?"

"What?"

"Your always on that godamn phone when I try to love on you, but as soon as I leave you finally say something and finally you even look at m-me!" At the last part of your sentence your voice broke and the tears fell.

"Y/N-"

"No don't 'Y/N' me! be honest with me! Am I that hard to love?" You were crying now and your eyes got blurry.

Silence

"...Do you even.. love me?"

You wanted to collapse and cry your heart out right there but H/N held you. He held you like his life depended on it, and that's all you needed. Reassuring that he loved you, he kissed and rubbed your back attempting to calm you down. As much as you wanted to push him and try to show you can be independent, you didn't. Why? Because you knew you needed him, especially in that moment.

"I'm so sorry Y/N.. I'm a complete asshole for not loving you like you should be loved. I just never was a touchy person but now I don't think I ever want to let go because I'm scared you'll go away"

"I love you Y/N"

//YALL SORRY IF IT SEEMED RUSHED BUT ITS 2AM AND IM TIRED SO ILL PROBABLY COME BACK AND FIX IT-//

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