Ventingwithwriting

Vent 1

I've realized I would like to talk about my feelings with people but I dont know how to bring it up with people what am I supposed to say "Hey I want to talk about how bad I feel" No I cant do that and I can never bring it up with people because they would say whats making you feel like this? Maybe it's my fucking Depression or My self hatred for myself. I've been so happy for everyone because it's always If I am sad and dont hide it it's "where has my Happy little girl gone?" or "You were the kindest girl I know were did that go" I cant show I'm not happy.

I just want to talk with someone about it and I cant it's never a Right moment for me too