𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 [x Blk Chubby Reader]

- Prologue -

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(A/n- heeeey.... I know that I haven't been here for *whispers* almost a year and a half  ( ´;ﾟ;∀;ﾟ;) *cough* but I have a good reason why..... I'm a lazy sack of shit that has too many ideas for this book and future books also. And i was busy with homework and having...issues with myself.... *coughs* anyways forget that last part, here's the prologue and also I forgot to say earlier that to all of the characters that has mutation genes I'm just gonna leave their features because I don't feel like rewriting the characters appearance, so yeah hope u like byeeee σ(￣∇￣;))
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(Second pov)
For the longest time you felt like your opinion didn't matter between your Mom and older sister. They argued to the point it feels like it's everyday norm, there were times it felt like it was gonna be a good day but it turned shitty real quick.

It got so bad that sometimes you would avoid coming out of your room, choosing either to sleep in or stay up through the night even though your sleep schedule was already fucked to begin with just to avoid them.

You were tired of having so many bad days instead of good days because the two of them just couldn't get along for you. As you grew older you didn't have a place to escape to or a person to vent your worries away and that it made you feel so alone and isolated with your situation and problems.

It felt like you were the only person in the entire world standing on podium going through this alone. you craved for a connection with at least one person, But you were too afraid to selfishly yearn for that since it seems to always hurt you in more ways than it is fulfilling you from the heartache.

As you grew older into high school you felt like an empty shell wandering around trying to conceal and don't feel your problems collapsing onto you.

As a new school year was getting ready to refresh, you were preparing for the same old programming you had to force your mind into while still wishing your life would get better before your sanity finally breaks. Then one faithful evening you received a letter from the school alerting you and your family that they've installed new on-campus dormitories for the students since a lot of kidnapping, theft, and murdering has been happening around the area. As it was getting really bad the school thought it would be safer for the students to live in campus to reduce the risk of it happening to them.

When you read the letter with your family you felt very conflicted since it meant you had to live classmates that you barely talked to but this also meant you could have a source of freedom without going insane, as well for your Mother and older Sister to sort whatever the fucking issue they had with eachother before it drove you away or killed you by stress since you were the only thing that truly divided them from clashing.

While they talked to eachother about what was going to happen since the school required you to pack your stuff and move in the dorms, you couldn't help but tune them out since your mind was rushing with all kinds of thoughts. You were practically jumping with excitement in your head even though the cons of it was that you had to live with classmates that were practically strangers. The thought of it made you nervous since your brain tend to automatically make you anxious and socially awkward for no apparent reason, but you couldn’t complain too much about it since you rather be in this situation instead of another bad day or year with your family basically. When that thought came into your mind it made you realized how fed up with their bullshit you actually were.

You knew how fucked up it was that you were happy with the new dorm policy even though it's terrible the kidnapping/murdering/theft is happening in the first place, Although you were praying for it to get better since it's horrible nonetheless, but you couldn’t help it as this vacation was the out you needed to be away from your family.

Since your mother and sister was currently talking, your mom turned to ask you a question as she noticed the lack of response you had. So she called out your name a couple times seeing you were stuck in a daze without you realizing.

"Hmm? What were you saying ma? Could you repeat what you were saying again?"
You looked at her putting your full attention to her as she asked her question again. "I was asking are you gonna be okay with this since you aren't gonna see us everyday?" When you heard her question you noticed that your sister nodded her head agreeing with her since the whole situation to you would've normally made you scream 'No!' Because being by yourself and away from your loved ones would've made you anxious, But you were abnormally calm as you answered her question.

"I think I'm gonna be okay with this since it would be good for me to be closer to school with my peers without anything happening to me" when those words left your lips their eyes nearly popped out of there sockets since it didn't sound like you at all. They were practically bombarding you with questions asking If you really were gonna be okay with this, But when you seemed cool about it by nodding your head this made them internally panicked since this seemed so unlike you.

You ignored their worried faces since you were thinking of what to pack, what the dorms would look like and when were you gonna go, as you thought of the leaving part you tried to be discrete with your next question.

"When does it says I have to leave? Just asking since I wanna be prepared" they looked at you like they were gonna ask something but they didn't since they knew you didn't like being late or unprepared. "It says you have to fully move in by 3 weeks" your sister said as she read the paper while you nodded your head understanding what you needed to do.
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As the evening turned into nighttime your family was asleep as you laid awake in your bed looking at the paper in hand re-reading it over and over again with a soft smile on your face. As you rolled on your side to set the paper on your dresser you reached for your phone to read the time seeing it was 11:16 pm, you mindlessly tapped away on the screen before deciding to connect your speaker to your phone and pick one of your many Playlists. You decided to play the one that helped you relax, as you watched the music start you turned off your phone and set it facing down on the dresser with the charger plugged in.

For the first time in a long while you sighed in relief as the tension in your body left your muscles as you were looking at the ceiling of your room that softly illuminateed with a dark blue hue from your LED lights. While the music played in the background from the speaker softly, you started to drift off to sleep without realizing since it's been too long that you went to bed before 2 am.

You fell asleep dreaming of the days that would soon arrive impatiently....

It's was the 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 you craved most as of this moment.....
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(A/n- hope the prologue was decent enough to capture your attention at least, see ya when I update another chapter when I have the creative mind (￣ー￣)ｂ)
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Published on April 27, 2024