The feeling of never being good enough is something ingrained in my soul. I mean literally. Always questioning myself and beating myself up. I know it's something i'm always going to deal with but writing helps me keeps me connected to my roots that I am good enough, but today I don't feel like that. I'm not here for pity or do I want you to feel pity, but simply just to listen. maybe you can relate to. You know when your excited to see someone, but there not in there best mood so you try to not make things worse bc there already stressed out about life, but nothing seems to works and all they have is anger towards you. they tell you it's not angry towards you but everything that's going on. you start to over think bc of what their saying and at the back of your head you tell yourself this why I keep things to myself. They drop you off home just to be yelled at you by your beloved parents. Who can't do anything themselves without you. Who always blame you for everything when things don't go their way. in other words you're their punching bag. if it's not one things it's another. Even by leaving my toxic family environment never being good enough is something always chasing me and I don't know how to stop it. All I want to do is curl up in my room with the lights turn off and sleep.
ps- i know my grammar is bad Sorry!!!
I know i kinda i switch from 1st to 3rd person. idk i have a habit of doing that, sorry!! lmk if you like it or not ahaha
thanks!
your are enough (sleeping at last)
