Chapter 16: Back to Touring & School.

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Angelena's POV*

Well, Daddy is back on tour and I have to start school again Monday..

I'm so not happy to have to go back to school.. I hate it.

I want Mom to home-school me.. So I don't have to go through all the bullying again.. Everyone makes fun of me because my Dad is a rockstar and his in an "Emo" band.. I just wish they would all shut up and stay out of my business cause I love my Dad's music, it's not emo, its rock n' roll! And it's amazing no matter what they say, but it still bothers me quite a lot when they say those mean things about my parents, the band, and I.. they always bring up how my mom is quite a bit younger then my dad is, and then they bring up how my mom use to self harm when she was a young teen and how she had anorexia..

I just wanna punch them in the throat and cuss them out but I know that I'd get into a lot of trouble if I did that.. But I honestly wouldn't care because I won't stand to hear people talking badly about the people that I love! It hurts me so much..

I cry myself to sleep just thinking about all the mean things they've said to me about my family and my friends..

I wish that for just once I could lay down to sleep with happy thoughts in my head and sweet dreams instead of bad thoughts and nightmares..

"Angelena, can you come down here please?" Mom said from the living room, I an downstairs.

"Yeah, Mom?" I asked walking up to her.

"I was just cleaning up where you were writing and drawing earlier and I saw where you wrote about being sad, and crying yourself to sleep.. Is that true sweetheart?" Mom asked worriedly.

"Y-Yeah.. It's true.." I felt tears well up in my eyes and I looked at the floor..

"Sweetie, why didn't you tell me? You know you can talk to me about anything." Mom pulled me into a hug, and that's when all the tears came flowing out.

"I know Mom, but I didn't want you and Dad to worry about me cause y'all have enough to worry about as it is.. And plus, I shouldn't let it bother me anyways. It's just kids saying stupid things to try to bring me down.. But.. I just can't help it Mom, it bothers me, it will always bother me.." I cried into her shoulder as she held me tight.

"Well hun, what are they saying to you? Can you tell me?" She asked as she rubbed my back trying to comfort me.

"Well, first of all they make fun of Dad and the guys.. they call them "Emo Fags" and all kinds of other stuff.. Then they say things about how you're quite a bit younger then Dad, and about how you use to cut and have an eating disorder.. And they always say that I'm and "Idiot", a "Spoiled brat", a "Emo kid", and that I should "Go cut myself like my mom did".. And that really hurts me Mom.. Can I be home-schooled please? I don't wanna go through all of that again.." I said crying even more.

"Okay sweetie.. Well I'll just tell you right now that all of those kids that call you names and stuff are just jealous because you're doing something that they are afraid to do and that is being yourself, they are all trying to fit in but you're not afraid to stand out. And those things about me are true, but I've gotten past them thanks to your father and the guys. And people are always gonna say shit about the band but you just need to look past those people because they are just tiny little bitches who are all bark and no bite. Now you listen here Angelena, you are a Purdy girl and a BVB Army member and you will always have the BVB Army & your family and friends there for you. And you will especially have your Dad, I, and the twins! We all love you and will always be there for you sweetheart." Mom kissed my cheek and pulled out of the hug, then she wiped my tears away.

"Now why dont you go get yourself an ice cream from the freezer, you deserve it." She smiled at me, and I smiled back.

"Okay, thanks Mom!" And I ran into the kitchen to get myself some Birthday cake flavored ice cream!


Lindsay's POV*

After Angelena went into the kitchen I grabbed the phone and called Ashley.

"Hello?" Ashley asked.

"Hey baby, I have something I need to talk to you about.." I said with a hint of worry in m voice.

"Whats wrong?" Ashley asked with a nervious tone.

"It's Angelena.. Kids are bullying her in school. And hun.. She's crying herself to sleep.. That's why she always wakes up with puffy eyes and a stuffy nose all the time.. I should have noticed the signs before.." I started to tear up.

"Now don't start blaming yourself, Lindsay.. What are the kids saying to her?"

"They are saying things about you and the guys, and about me, and they are calling her names like "Emo fag" and.. They are telling her she needs to cut herself like I use to.." I started crying thinking about how many times I had cried myself to sleep because people would tell me those things.

"Well.. What do you think we should do?" He asked worried about her and probably me.

"She's already said she wants to be home-schooled so I guess we should pull her out of school and order some books for her grade." I said wiping my tears away, I heard him sigh

"Okay, Well first thing Monday you go do that and we can order her some books when I get back in about a week." He said kinda hush toned, I could hear the worry in his voice.

"Don't worry sweetie, I've talked to her and told her that we'd always be there for her, and that the guys would always be there for her, and that we will get through this together." I said assuring him that she'd be okay.

"Okay, well I have to go do sound check.. I'll talk to you later baby." He said still with a worried tone.

"Okay, I love you babe." I smiled weakly.

"I love you most." I heard a smirk in his tone.

"I love you more then I could ever scream!" I said giggling.

"Stop quoting Andy!" He laughed "Now I've gotta go, Lindsay. Tell the kids all that I love them." He chuckled.

"Okay, I will. I love you!" I smiled.

"I love you too, hun. Bye." He said, I pouted a little.

"Bye." And we hung up. Now I'm gonna go get some birthday cake flavored ice cream!



—————————————————————————————-(A/N: OMG Hello lovely readers!!! SO glad to be back and writing again!! Hope y'all enjoyed this update!! Now I have to go and do some things but I'll be back tomorrow with a new update!! Love you all!!

XOXO, Lindsay Outlaw)——————————————————————————————————————

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