BINI SHIPS O.S

And it all just stopped

Sheena's Pov

I never thought that my world would stop spinning the day i red her messages,

she got tired.. gwen..

she finally gave up, i've hurted her enough with the things that i've been telling her... those

i hate you's,

those

i'm tired of this relationship

those

i don't love you anymore

I never thought that finally letting each other go is more lonelier than ever and it pains me..

Thankyou sheena, till we meet each other again.

i've been spacing out every now and then after she told me her final ' i love you's and thankyou's '

is this the right choice? is it worth it?

i tried ignoring those feelings pero hindi mawala yung sakit at hirap

i've tried cleaning our whole house yet she's just...

there.

i've tried taking a bath for more than an hour pero

i'm just here

reminiscing

Flashback

'Bebe!!! look i have something for you!!' gwen told me, showing a cute small teddy bear

'Oh My God! ang cuteee!' i responded

my heart was in full joy.

'This will be our baby, you will be the mother and i will be its father!'

'what should we name it then?'

'you think bebe' she said while chuckling

i love this girl so so much

'How about... brownie kasi brown sya?'  bigla naman itong napahalakhak sa sinabi ko, i looked at her with a confused look and she laugh more

her eyes was filled with tears

...happy tears

i wish that we just stay like this

forever...

and

ever

———

'bebe, remember that day .. na.. we finally saw each other again?' paninimula ko

'ay oo! ang ganda ganda mo non!'  she smiled with a sparkly eyes

her eyes...

sparkled.

i felt my cheeks burning up kung kaya't hinampas ko ang braso nito

'a-ano ba!'

'what? i'm just stating the fact that you look very stunning at that time'

'ah at that time lang?' i said, trying to be serious

'shee!'

tumalikod ako rito at naglakad paalis pero hinabol rin naman ako nito kaagad