For some reason mom and dad told ME the plans for the funeral, i told them to just bury him. But NO they wanted those thingies where you put the body in a case, i told them "imagine staring at your sons dead body, how does it feel? Do you feel like you've done the right choice?" And they said yes. So now i need to get ready, and mom said i cant wear dads leather jacket. So i found some rainboots a shirt and some black leggings i found. The leggings smell like feet but i don't think mom and dad judged me.
Im making this in the car we're driving there rodrick got out of jail to attend this funeral, he's probably going to ask me to bail him out. I told him "i'm broke." The second he got near me and yeah im now in the car driving home. Mom seems to be alright, dad was talking about cars and cars 2, the blooples, and fnaf. He said those where manny what Manny watches. I had no idea manny watched fnaf but oh well. Im home now, i have a horrible feeling i feel like venting i don't feel well all of the horrible memories of manny went into my head. I don't even know about my life, should i just end it all? I can't just do that. I have a life to live.
