Ok so, did this when Covid is still spreading fastly I had this crush and he's my neighbor so basicallyy parents know him. My mom and dad gave me this little diary that locks cuz my mom knows that I love to write. And first thing I wrote down was the reasons why I think my crush is perfect like OML! I regret writing that😭. Ok and then one day his best friend was playing with my cousin they were playing Pogs or summ? But I showed him the things I wrote down and he was shocked and I was half crying cuz it was embarrassing as fu-
And the next day it was fine and all btw I would go outside everyday and just hangout outside but I really didn't want to go outside, but I have to bcuz he always plays with my cuz and the little things that makes me blush bcuz of him is unbelievable. One day idek the date exactly ok?! So I was outside yk the same routine I did for him and he touched me not like full on touch just like a stroke? Idk but I was blushing so mad OMG present me can't fvcking believe it!! Ok so the end my mom caught me and was devastated and in that moment I finally realized that he isn't that handsome like duh. And now my situation with him is that my cousin likes him but the one problem for me is that he's 1 year older than me and my cousin is like 2 years younger than me!! I mean it's not that big of a deal but it is a little for me
And I finally moved on about him!! Yay!! Btw why is everyone on TikTok traumatized about the initial 'J'? But his initial is a J tho👀
