Chapter 32

45 1 0
                                    

Ashley*******
I get out of bed. Then I take a shower.I get out of the shower and look at my stomach in the mirror. Man I am so fat.Why am I so ugly.My legs are too skinny and my stomach is too big.

I get dressed into black skinny jeans and a crop top. I brush my hair and teeth. Then I put on light makeup.I straighten my hair.

I walk downstairs and see all the boys eating pancakes and bacon

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.


I walk downstairs and see all the boys eating pancakes and bacon.Liam puts a plate with 3 pancakes and 2 piece of bacon

No thanks I am not very hungry.I say politely
Breakfast so the most important mela of the day.Says Niall

Please just stop I am not a baby I know when I am hungry and when I am not hungry and I said I am not hungry.I say angrily

Ok just take this apple and protein bar with you incase if you get hungry.Says Louis
Louis hands me the apple and protein bar and I sigh.
I am really hungry but I am so fat that I shouldn't eat.

Bye I am walking to school.I say quietly
Bye Ashley.The boys says in unison
I packed you a peanut butter sandwich,pretzels
,strawberries,fruit snacks for lunch.Says Liam
Liam says as he hands me my lunch.

I am definitely not eating any of that.I start walking and eventually I arrive at my school.Then I see Mike.
I did not know Mike goes to this school.Mike walks up to me.

I had fun last night.Mike says.
Me too.I agree
I hate school.Mike says and then he sighs
I do not want to go today.I say

Let's skip then we could go to the bakery down the street and hang.Suggest Mike
Good idea it's a plan.I say

Me and Mike walk out of the school yard and walk to the bakery.Once we get to the bakery Mike orders 2 cinnamon rolls and 2 black coffees.
Thanks Mike.I say as Mike hands me my coffee and pastry
No problem.Says Mike

Mike want my cinnamon roll I had an enormous breakfast.I lie
Sure.Says Mike

Mike and I talk and laugh for a while.Then Mike looks at his watch.
School is over in 10 minutes.Says Mike

Mike and I walk back to the school.Kids start coming out of the school so I know school is over.
I had fun Mike.I say
Me too.Says Mike

I walk over to Harry's car and get inside of it.I am feeling kinda weak.I have not eaten for 2 days.
So how was school? Asks harry
Ok.I lie
I am feeling so bad that I lied to Harry.

After a little while we arrive home and I go straight to my room.The boys have done so much for me.I just lied to Harry.I am such a horrible person.

I do my homework.Then I sit on my bed and zone off.The guilt is eating me alive.I knock on Harry's door.

Come in.Says Harry
I skipped school and lied to you please punish me the guilt is eating me alive.I say

I appreciate that you fessed up.Says Harry
Since you were honest with me but I still need to punish you hard .Says Harry

Harry goes through his dresser and grabs a thick belt.Harry pulls me over his lap.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK DO SMACK NOT SMACK SKIP SMACK
SCHOOL SMACK AGAIN SMACK  TO SMACK BE SMACK WITH SMACK A SMACK BOY SMACK SMACK SMACK

I am sobbing by now.Harry grabs the paddle with holes.Harry pulls down my pants and undies.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK NEVER SMACK LIE SMACK TO SMACK ME SMACK AGAIN

Harry stops spanking me and pulls up my undies and pants.Then Harry cuddles me.
Never skip school to be  with a boy or lie to me again.Says Harry
I am proud that you fessed up though.Says Harry
Thanks.I say

I am sorry that I skipped school it will not happen again.I apologize
It better not happen again.Says Harry sternly

Harry hugs me.
Love you.I say
Love you too.Says Harry

1 hour later*****
Dinner is ready.Yells Niall
I go downstairs and sit down at the table.Niall hands me a plate with a burger and fries.I am hungry.
I have not eaten at all yesterday or today.

I want to be beautiful but I am too fat to be beautiful.
Ashley eat up.Says Liam

I eat 2 fries then I get up to leave the table.
You need to eat Ashley.Says Louis
I ate all of my enormous packed lunch today.I lie

That was hours ago now eat.Says Zayn
I eat all of my fries.

Now may I be done? I ask
Sure.Says Harry
Thanks.I say

I run up to my bathroom.I force myself to throw up.
Then I get on my phone and watch u tube.Then I get tired and get into my bed.Then I go to sleep.

Uh oh Ashley is starving herself and forcing herself to throw up when she eats.Comment what you think of my story.Thanks for 218 views.
-2042diamond

One direction rescued meWhere stories live. Discover now