I sighed.
"When Freshmen year started I fell in love with a senior.."
[FLASHBACKS]
First time speaking
"So will you go on a date with me?" He cockily said.
"Uh," I giggled, "what?"
"You heard me. I wanna go on a date with you." He twirled my hair and winked.
I bit my lip "yea, when?"
Fourth date
"I really like you Dean..." I bit my lip.
"Really?" He looked at me.
"Yea I mean, I've never really had a boyfriend so I don't really know how to love so I won't say it because I've never felt it-" I was cut off by him kissing my soft lips.
"It's ok I really like you too." He smiled and kissed me again.
'Study partners'
"Dean! Stoppp- HAHA! Trying to tickle mee!!" I smacked his hand.
"Well what are you going to do about it?" He laid me down on his bed pinning my arms above my head.
"I'll hit you!" I joked.
He leaned down a kiss me. He then released my hands. They traveled down my body then back to my face. He broke the kiss.
"Be my girlfriend?" He smiled.
"Uh,"
"Don't think just do." He said
"Yes. I'll be your girlfriend." I smiled as he held my face and brought his lips to mine.
Carnival/fair week
"Dean I am not going on that 'fire ball to hell!'" I said pulling him away from the ride.
"It's called the Fire Ball and yes your riding it with me!" He picked me up and carried me to the ride. I could feel the smile across his face.
As we got strapped in I started to breathe heavily.
"It's gonna be ok baby girl." He held my hand. My breathing slowed down. It was the first roller coaster I've ever been on. I was scared, then calm with Dean.
"Alright, alright." I took a deep breath as we started to forward then back. Then forward then back again until we were at the top about to go upside down.
"AHHHHHHAHAHHHAHH!" I screamed as we dived down. Dean held my hand a little tighter as he laughed.
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"Hey, kitty." Dean put his hand on my thigh. Kitty was his little nick name for me.
"Yes?" I looked at his eyes.
"I love you." There was a little silence in the car. "Hello?".
"Sorry I just, I-I-"
"Don't think just do." He held my face in his hand. My eyes started to water.
"I love you too." It felt like I shouted. He crashed his lips into mine.
END OF FLASHBACKS
"Babe, are you ok?" Josh put his hand on my shoulder.
Tears fell from my face rapidly.
"I'm with you I'm gonna be ok. Anyway one night we went to my first party..."
(Another flashback.)
WARNING : this flashback may be very ... harsh one might say.
I was actually having fun. Dancing with Dean, drinking. Until I saw Dean eyeing down another senior girl.
"Dean, why are you looking at her?" I stopped dancing.
"I'm not looking at anyone, Kennedy chill." He was still staring at her. I looked in the direction and saw her go into the bathroom.
"Hey I'll be right back." He pushed me to the side walking in the same bathroom.
No, this could not be happening to me. I wasn't going to take this crap. I shoved threw the crowd to the bathroom that was closed. I busted threw the door. (SHE BUSTED UP IN DAT B!TCH!) Dean was making out with her while she was sitting on the sink. He was beginning to unbuckle his belt when I walked in.
"What the hell is going on Dean?!" I started to cry.
"Ugh, I'm just trying to get laid not a sobby ex girlfriend." The girl hopped down from The counter and walked out. Dean shut the door and locked it. I was still crying.
"Why would u do that to me?!"
He slapped me across my face. Knocking me down into the tub. I wasn't crying anymore I was trying to put the pieces together.
"DEAN! What did you just do!!" I screamed. He hit me again but this time it was his fist and my jaw. I started to cry now screaming for him to stop. "DEAN! Stop! OW! Stop Dean please!" I cried.
He looked in the sink and then back at me. I pulled myself up and cradled my face.
"You have no idea what you've gotten your self into."
