Does anyone else hate being alone
That's like my biggest fear( besides the dark) anyways I can't be alone it unsettles I've pretty much been alone my whole life I've been homeschooled since 1st grade I've lost my friends my family doesn't get me at all I'm just here existing I have online friends sure but they barely talk to me and I don't talk first cuz I feel like I'm bothering them and I hate it I got to the point where I just talk to myself play out scenarios and stories in my head I just feel crazy and ridiculous like who does this I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be left I'm only 16 and feel as if I'm gonna die alone but yk I'm just being dramatic but seriously talk to me please if you feel lonely as well maybe it'll help idk I'm just rambling atp so Imma go
