Mine first.

Your first time with Natasha.

Dark!Natasha x Reader, past!Dark!Steve Rogers x Reader (not mentioned but eventually will be and eventual dark reading).

(TW: sexual abuse, Oral (Natasha receiving), sexuality questioning, manipulation, not good smut, accidental injury, developing Stockholm syndrome).

29/04/22.
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You kept spacing out. The things that happened a few days ago came to mind. It was hard to do anything else. Natasha was being a lot nicer to You now. She never used to care if You got hurt or not, until the other night when You accidentally spilled boiling water on your wrist.

"Ah shit." You hissed as You gripped your wrist, blowing upon the red, blistering skin. It wasn't until You heard the sound of water coming from underneath your chair, that You noticed You had spilled water. Fuck, Nat was going to be so mad at You.

Quickly, You leaned down the best You could in your computer chair, but it was hard with two broke ankles. But that didn't matter, it needed to be cleaned up ASAP.

"What happened?" A voice came from behind. It was Nat.

"I'm so sorry, Nat." You whimpered, not looking up at the red haired woman. You continued to clean. "I'll clean it up right away."

Natasha pulled You up from your crouching position and up to the sink where she began rinsing your arm under cold water. This completely shocked. Why didn't she hit You?

You stared at Nat, ignoring the burning sensation. You were overwhelmed by Natasha's act of kindness. "Ah, that must hurt. It's all red." Natasha pouted, leaving your arm to run under the cold water while she went to the fridge. She came back a few seconds later with an ice cube.

"You okay?" Nat asked as she began rubbing the ice cube on your skin. What?

"I'm okay."

Seriously, what was Natasha doing?. She never used to care about this sort of this?

Natasha continued to rub the ice cube on your skin, ignoring the water that dripped down onto her hand and onto the floor and your clothes. Until she stopped and stared at You for a few minutes.

"Nata-." You were cut off by Natasha shoving the ice cube into your mouth, making You gag, to which Natasha giggled at. The cold sensation irritated your teeth and made You shiver.

Natasha giggled, placing multiple kisses upon your lips. "Your cheeks are all swollen, baby."

It felt like living with twins with two personalities. This made You nervous. But, with her gentle hands, she washed You, she clothed You, and She even had managed to wrap up your ankles claiming this was the best she could do. You understood why You couldn't go to the hospital. The best of it all, Natasha didn't lock You in the basement anymore.

How did we end up like this?, You thought.

Right now, You were in bed with a sleeping Natasha. All You could do was stare at her as she slept. She was so pretty, looking at her, no one would think she had such as sinister personality. You gently reached your hand out, to stroke her cheek.

"Going for me while I'm asleep?" Natasha asked without opening her eyes. You quickly pulled your hand back with a gasp. "N-No. That's not it!!"

"Classic, very old fashioned Y/N." She giggled, opening her eyes to look at You. "You can do it."

"Natasha, I wasn't doing anyth-"

"Cause if you don't I will."

Natasha leaned over to kiss You to which to hesitantly kissed back. Natasha took this as an invitation to move on top of You. She moved her hands, wrapping them around your neck before breaking away to place kisses down your neck before lifting up your top.

You gasped as the cold air hit your semi-naked body, only to be warm again when Natasha placed her head under the top. "Nice bra."

You whimpered, looking down at Natasha covered head. "Please lick me all over."

By your surprise, Natasha accepted and began sucking, licking, and kissing all over your chest, cleavage, and stomach. You whimpered, breathing shallow. It felt really nice. You moaned lowly, mumbling Natasha's name.

When Natasha pulled away, she was panting. "You're so hot." She growled before standing up and began removing her trouser. "You wanna lick my pussy, baby?"

You felt your mouth drying up as You watched Natasha remove her panties before leaning up against the head of the bed, motioning You towards her. You felt your stomach heat up before crawling up between Natasha's legs as you inched closer to her core.

You began kitty licking her core. You had never been with a woman before. You had only ever been with men, deeming yourself heterosexual. That was until now, being with Natasha. Then again, did you really have a choice?

Natasha huffed, pulling your hair to remove You from her core. "Give me a break, Y/N." She grabbed your cheeks, pinching your cheeks so Your mouth opened. "Look, baby. You can't just lick it like this." Natasha placed your fingers into her mouth to demonstrate the way You had been supposedly doing it. "You've got to be gentle and slow, baby. Focus on my clit."

Natasha shoved your head back down to her core. "Now, try again." to which You nodded.

You began to lick and lap around Natasha's clit. Your hands gripped onto Natasha's thighs tightly. Between the sound of Natasha's whimpers, and the feeling of her fingers running through your hair made You smile as she silently praised your efforts. Eventually, Natasha just held your head in place and began humping your tongue slowly, moaning as her orgasm washed over her and her juices landed on your tongue, which You lapped up quite happily with yourself.

That was the first thing You ever made a woman cum.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to cum on your face." Natasha panted as she cupped your cheek. She took her thumb and began rubbing her juices around your lips, making You moan before she kissed You once more, making her moan again.

"Thanks, baby." Natasha panted.