Daddy's Girls (OT4/You G!P)

46: "... happiest of my life."

This show is gonna be like unlike anything they've done. For starters, I'm performing with them; well, I'm back up dancing. The babies are with their respective Grandma Debbies and Jesy's not feeling well, so she stayed home.

We're on the bus about 20 minutes from the O2 Arena and I'm honestly nervous as fuck.

It's my first time ever performing on stage. I'm usually behind-the-scenes since I was their assistant.

Though, lately, I've been in a few interviews about us as a polyamorous relationship, two music videos, and helped mother three beautiful children.

Side note: Confetti made me realize I would definitely still fuck with them if they were men. (Though, J-Dog did something for the author of this book.)

This is a big show for all of us, the fans included. We're celebrating 10 years of Little Mix as well as the new lives we've created and the future of us.

It's being live-streamed all over the world and I know my family is counting down the hours. "Star, are you okay?" I hear one of my girls ask, grabbing my clammy hand.

I turn to see it's my Lee-Lee. I nod, but she wasn't convinced. "You're shaking, baba," she notices with a gentle tone. I take a deep breath, looking out the window just as we're passing Big Ben.

"I know you're probably nervous," she starts and I chuckle wryly. "Probably? Nah, I'm good."

Leigh brings my hand up to her face and kisses my knuckles. "It's okay to be nervous, baby. You'll do amazing."

Perrie then comes out of nowhere and sits at my other side, "Aye. You did great in rehearsals and the fans love you. Even if you mess up, I'm sure the fans would understand."

I nod, feeling better, but still a bit uneasy.

What if I fall? What if one of my costumes malfunction and my dick flops out? I didn't even bother to tuck. What if I forget the choreo half way through the set? What if—

"Baba, stop stressin'," Jade's voice breaks me out of my thoughts as she plops down on my lap. She takes my face in her hands and look into my eyes with honey browns.

"You're gonna be okay, okay?" I lick my dry lips and nod. "We believe in you, Star. Don't think too much about it."

I sigh, knowing that's impossible with my anxious ass. Perrie snaps in my face while saying my name and I blink a few times. "Huh?"

"She said don't think too much about it," she says and I roll my eyes playfully. "Well... how did y'all feel when you first stepped on stage?"

"I was a nervous shit," Jade says and Leigh laughs. "Aweee, I remember Poopey." The Geordie flips her off, earning a raised brow, "If we're not too tired, I'll take you on the way back."

My eyes widen since it came out in a way that shifted the air, leaving the three of us stuck. She wasn't able to keep a straight face for long and giggles.

"I'm sorry, but the look on your faces."

"I mean, I figured your hormones would be on standby after the twins," Jade teases in a somewhat sarcastic tone. "Shut up, because once I was healed, you were the first one I jumped on."

Perrie and I exchange silent glances as the two engage in playful, flirty banter.

"Yeah, yeah, enough now, 'cause this is where we give 110% and if we continue, I'm only giving 90%," Jade says, earning a choir of chuckles. Though, Leigh looked offended, "You'd only give me 20%?"

Jade let's out a cute frustrated growl, "Baba, you know I give my all, so don't do that."

"A'right, girls, no more fightin'," Perrie intervenes. "She started it," her fellow Geordie mumbles. "She's right. Behave you two," I say in a joking manner, causing the woman on my lap to give me sad eyes.