I woke up to the yelling downstairs. I groaned sitting up, I wish I didn't. I tried to commit suicide yesterday, it failed. I grab my schoolbag and snuck out the window. I can wear the jacket again and the jeans. Now that I think about it, I think I have a reason to live for once. I'll give myself 4 more years. That's 4 years for me to try to find a reason. I finally made it, great Grayson and the Football kids are here. I should find the volleyball team. As I walk I hear Jake "Aye Bisexual boy, come here!" I groan. I swear if this is about what I said to Grayson I'm never gonna hear the end of it. "Yeah" I said hoping to punch him when I get a chance. "You like Grayson don't you?" Jake says annoyed. I give Grayson a smirk before slamming my fist into Jake's chin. "He's cute, but not for me" I say leaving. It's a lie though, I think he's hot and I wish he could love me, but he wouldn't, we start off bad things end bad. I head to the gym and start practice. Alice walked over with Elizabeth. "Hey Dude, how ya been?" Elizabeth asks. I shrug, I don't know in all honesty. Soon I saw Grayson walk in. He looked at me then smirked before grabbing two volleyballs, Handing one to Elizabeth and the other one to Harper and Lisa as they walk in. "Lisa practice with Harper, Alice you and Elizabeth, And Azra you and me." He said, stepping over and grabbing the ball from me, brushing his hand on mine before leaving to the opposite side of the net. We started with bumping, then setting, Until we were spiking and blocking. As I spiked Grayson Smirked and glanced down, I paused out of panic and he spiked the ball right back at me. I could only bump it since it was low. "Dude What the hell?! What were you even looking at!?" I said annoyed, I could feel blush on my face. He looked at me "You know exactly where~" He added a smirk then went to get a water bottle. I glared at the ground. I forgot my water at home. Grayson walked over. "Want some shortie?" I glared. I'm only 2 inches smaller. "Why are you offering water to your dick?" I smirked. He glared his face flushed. "I'm asking you!" I snicker ad grab the bottle and took a sip. "Thanks, we have class soon so see ya little dick" I snicker before heading off to class.