More Than An Act

1.My secret

In my own world, I have never considered myself a main character. You'd assume that every action you took contributed to how you developed as an individual and although that is true it always felt like perhaps my actions were never quite my own. I would get stuck in the worlds I created inside my own head until my Mae would smack me to "Stop daydreaming Nunew you need to head to school" This thought process, WAS my world.

That is,

until I got the lead role for cutie pie the series and I met,

him.

I remember I thought he was  terrifying because of how handsome he looked when he smiled or the way his eyes were so expressive, and then I remember how I started looking forward to seeing him, hearing him laugh, say my name with such familiarity that it felt as if we've known each other our whole lives.

It felt, nice?

That's the most simple way I can put it .

But if that's the most simple way then how would I express how I truly feel?

"New?"

I feel that spending time away from him makes me homesick.

"Are you okay?"

home? I consider him my home? Then that wouldn't mean. . .

"New?"

No, there's no way, Zee likes girls but the thought of him on a date with someone else hurt me and this realization made my gut sink, unconsciously I fiddled with my fingers.

I was shaken out of my daydreaming by a concerned Zee.

and that's when I accepted my fate.

"Nunew is everything okay? you got me a little worried." His eyebrows were slightly scrunched in  search of any telltale signs and his lips were slightly parted.

and I knew

. . I'm in love with Zee, and I have been since the first moment I met him.

"yes, everything okay Hia." I smiled warmly, being in love with Zee would stay my little secret from him.Nunew Pov

"Are you sure you're feeling okay?"Zee raised his hand to touch my forehead then his own.

This simple gesture set off a pack of butterflies in my stomach and he had no idea.

I shook my head,"Really, everything is okay I'm just tired from filming." He lowered himself to meet my eyes. This wasn't a complete lie but I was feeling so tired and he must of seen that because he pinched my cheek.

"Let's get you home ."

I was about to argue that I can get a ride with my manager but I was cut off by the director calling us over.

"okay everyone gather around!"

I turned to finish putting my things away and gather myself before joining everyone because the burning in my face was more than exhaustion.

The director began,"You have all worked so hard to make this series a success and you all have earned a well deserved meal! let's go celebrate!"

Cheering erupted around me.

So this is it huh. The series has ended and now its time to receive our prize.

I looked towards Zee who was speaking to my manager and I couldn't help but wonder what they were talking about.

My question was answered when they both came over and P'Aof felt my face,"N'New your face is a little heated, did you want to head home?"

My heart melted a little, so P'Zee was worried about me . .