Todays my first day of Top Gun. Mav and I made it! We're part of the best of the best. He's really the best friend I've ever had. I've known him almost as long as Meg...the way he wears that jacket better than anyone else in the crew, and his black hair that's always slicked back with sweat after a rough flight. Just the way he looks at me every time right before we go up in the air, like a "I love you, just in case," kinda thing.
I wish he knew I was gay. No one knows though...I'm not sure anyone can ever know, I mean what would I tell Bradley? "Sorry I'm leaving your mother for some guy I fly with." I don't know. I want so badly to just tell him how much I love him. To just kiss his stupid, muscular, perfectly sculpted face. Hell, how am I gonna tell Meg I'm gay and in love with my pilot? I mean of course I love her but I just can't do this anymore.
I was already hesitant about being a father. I wouldn't change it for the world now but the way Meg was just expecting me to want a kid before we had ever even talked about it. She's a really great woman but...I'm in love with Maverick, I need to tell him. I can't keep living like this. What's the worst that could happen? I lose my best friend, wife, son, and my reason to fly. Tomorrow. I have to tell him.
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Top Gun Goose x Maverick
FanfictionI watched both Top Gun movies with my dad and now I'm obsessed. Goose x Maverick 100% would have been a better love story than Charlie. Like ig not great for the 80's but ya know.
