writing tasks

and then it hit me

And then it hit me right then and there why haven't I seen this before I thought as I looked around the room people didn't notice it of course they didn't I was just another normal young girl sitting in a train on my way home from school but I had just solved the mystery that had been bugging me for years now how had I not seen this before ho had I not noticed the solution being right in front of me this whole time it was so easy so simple and yet pure genius I was a genius and nobody knew about it why? Because I cannot speak and do not, like to use sign language to communicate with, I feel weird and people look at me as if I am some kind of freak. I hate it why do people have to be so judgmental it's not like I chose not to be able to speak or to be the outcast of society I wish I was like Hailey my twin sister she's normal and by normal I mean she go to a normal public school with normal friends talk about boys make-up and stupid teachers. Not like me that just sit in my room depressed all day looking out the window writing these really sabby depression and absolutely horrible poems and short stories that always makes my mom cry and my dad drive to see her.. by her I mean his stupid secretary that he has been screwing for the last years I don't know why my mom don't just leave him probably because she thinks me and Hailey doesn't know and don't want us to be hurt or grow up in a split household.