Cameron's Little Sister

Chapter 4

-Brin's POV-
It's been 2 days and I've barely left my room. I've been crying a lot. Why does this have to happen to me? It's my fault Cam and Matt aren't talking to eachother. This is all my fault. I'm such a fuck up. I don't deserved this life.
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I walk to my bathroom which is in my room and pull out my old friend. The blade. I make 2 deep cuts across my wrist and right as I start another one someone slaps the blade away from me.
"Brinnley no! Don't do that! I love you so much! Please don't hurt yourself!"
My visions blurred from tears but I know who it is.
Matthew. He was crying. Did he just say he loved me? So many questions swarmed through my head until j blacked out.
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I woke up connected to tubes and wires and the room was white.
I looked over and saw a sleeping Cameron and Matt. I smiled knowing they weren't fighting anymore. I picked up my phone and checked the time. 3:28am. I dozed back to sleep.
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"Guys shut up. She's gonna wake up!" I heard someone in an attempt to whisper.
I slowly opened my eyes to see all 10 boys along with candy, Arizona tea, movies, and a set of my clothes standing at the end of my bed."

"Hey guys" I said the best I could. My throat was really dry.

"Hey Brin. Listen. I'm sorry for everything. This is all my fault. I'm the worst brother ever. I understand if you hate me."

"Cam. I don't hate you. I understand you were mad. Let's just put it in the past okay?" He nodded.

" well the doctors said your clear to go home so let's go! We're having a scary movie marathon." Aaron chimed. I love that kid.
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We got home and put in 'the conjuring' before it started Cam pulled me into the other room. I don't know why but I felt scared.
"Brinnley. I love you. You know that. I'd do anything for you. If you like Matt. I'm okay with it. But I will beat his ass if he hurts you."

"Cam. I'm not even sure I like Matt. But thanks."

We went back to the living room to watch the movie I climbed on the couch between Matt and Taylor and cuddled into Matts side.

"Hey baby girl. Please don't ever hurt your self again okay? When j said I love you I was serious. I really do care about you. I don't want anything to happen to you. Your the most beautiful most amazing girl I know Brin. You shouldn't do that to yourself" Matthew whispered in my ear. I couldn't help but cry. No ones ever said something that nice to me.

"Thank you Matt. I love you too" I said and cuddled more into his side.