Hey, i am here to tell you that this is too much for me, i can't stop lying to myself, i am so hurt i don't even understand what kind of shit this is, it's impossible to continue like this.
I know you're rejecting me when you say that you're bad for me, i know you don't want me and i hate the thought of me thinking that i'm begging you to stay, i don't know anymore, i'm losing it all, feelings, interest, all my shit.
It's not easy for me, it's not healthy.
