to be with him (ceil x reader)

chapter 11- in half

I gasped "Ciel?!?" I screamed.

I got up and ran over to ciel and Sebastian who's head was still pointed to the ground. Ciel was standing to the left of Sebastian his eyes were cold in color.

"Sebastian are you ok?" I asked pulling his head to face me.

"Why, yes m'lady, dinner is ready." Sebastian bowed to ciel and then excited the room.

"Um-o-ok" I said. I wanted till i could no longer see Sebastian. Then I turned to ciel. "What was that for?" I asked.

"He just wanted to see you like... THAT!" Ciel pointed to my exposed body.

In the shock I never put on clothes. My whole face turned bright red. "Maybe it was a mistake." I siad as I put on my clothes for dinner.

"A mistake? " ciel asked. He walked over to me. "Do you really think that?" Ciel asked, and then he kissed me. "Im sorry, but I think he is falling for you and I dont want to loose you."

I hugged ciel." That will never happen." I let go, then put on all my clothes, ciel and I walked down to dinner.

"Tonight we have (y/n)'s Favorite, (f/f)." Sebastian smiled.

I smiled back. "Yay!"

"Sebastian, I want you to work with (y/n), get her ready for her fight tomorrow. Ciel said. After dinner ciel returned to his study.

I fought Sebastian for only 30 minutes the I sat down to take a break. "So..." I paused. "Is your face ok?" I asked kind of blushing.

"Well can you check my eye." Sebastian leanded foward. "I forgot young master could hit so hard." Sebastian laughed.

"Ok let me see." I said as I took each side of his face.

Just then I was pushed on my back, pinned to the floor, by Sebastian. He stared to kiss my neck.

"S-Sebastian?" I whined, as I felt his hand glide up my body.

"S-sorry." Sebastian kissed closer to my chest. "I can't stop myself." His hand slide up my leg.

My whole face was red. "Wiat Sebast-tain." Sebastian kissed my lips, holding me to the ground he pulled at my buttions on my dress. He slid his hand to my chest just as ciel walked into the room.

"(Y/n) I was wondering -" ciel stoped as he noticed me on the ground.

Sebastian turned to face ciel. "Master?" He said as ciel ran to us.

"What are you two doing?" Ciel asked almost yelling. Sebastian got off me stood up and clamimg said.

"I'm in love with (y/n)." Sebastian said.

"She is my wife. " ciel steped forward.

I was still sitting on the ground pulling at my clothes to put them back in place.when I pecked up just enough to see the hurt in ciel's eyes. Anger was taking over his body he swung at Sebastian, Sebastian moved out of the way.

"You always hoarded her." Sebastian said has he triped ciel, puting him on his back.

"She choose me!" Ciel got up off the floor.

"Sebastian because I am a full daemon!" Sebastian was crying again.

"Let her choose again." Ciel said.

They both turned to me I was still sitting on the ground. "I-i..." I pulled my knees close to my chest. "I can't!" I said trying not to cry.

"Do you love me ?" Sebastian looked at me with sad eyes.

"..." I just looked at him with eyes that said I cant answer that.

"I see... if you will excuse me ?" Sebastian said as he walked out the room.

Ciel stayed silent.

"Where are you going." I asked.

He turned around. "Away from here." He continued walking.

I followed him outside.

"Sebastian?" I yell as I run after him. Tears are sliding down my face as I slow down my running. "Please come back." I fall to the ground and trun to ciel who was stading behide me.

"Sebastian?!?" I yell again.

"Let him go." Ciel said as he turned around walking back to the manor his eyes were like fire, not the sapphire stones I feel in love with.

I was sitting on my legs on the ground as I watched my life rip in half. My two loves where leaving me.