Tell me of the night
That night you betrayed me
Stabbed me in the back
Left me for another man
Gave way to lust
Broke my heart in two
Left me to die
Dying a fool to you
Heart in my hand
The world below me
My body below me
The sky above me
The heaven above me
You, my love before me
I on one knee
Daring to give proof of my everlasting love
Wanting you to hear and see
Wanting you to feel and know
That I'll remain here
Bound to the earth
On this spot
Waiting for you
Wishing upon the night
That you'd come back to me
That night you came
lackluster crashing through the door
Speaking only of hatred
Hatred for me
Hatred for the world
Hatred for god
And the love he brought
I thought love was the most important thing in the world
I thought it bound us in our bones
That our love could cut through steel
That our love made us free
And that that was what gave me wings
But today this shadowless day
I have come to understand
I can live without your love
As long as my mind
Agrees with itself
Your betrayal has wounded me
The cuts are deep
The blood it bleeds
Engraved into my heart
Burned into my soul
I'll carry these marks forever
I hope it pleases you
Still each day and night
I'll pine for our lost love
Still each week each month
I'll think of you
Still each hour each moment
I'll miss you
Still till the day I'll die
I'll cry
Now wont you tell me of that night
Of what possesed you to ruin me
To bring pain to my heart
To ache me so
Was he so much better?
Did you like him so much more?
Could you not have done without it?
Was I not good enough?
Should I have changed?
Tell me!
I want to know the story
I want to know it all
Why I the poet
Had to lose to the player once more
Your silence betrays the truth
There was no reason
Nothing to justify what you did
The story is like any other
It was all meaningless
And you wish I'd forgiven you
At that point in time
You broke me
That stain will last forever
Go be with your big man
Or has he gone on to fuck another one?
Another one just like you
Like a fucking monster
Like they all do!
