Confusion [Taekook]

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In the morning, jungkook wake up. He sat down on the bed while pulling his hair. His head aching badly because of last night's crying. He slowly stand up and went to the bathroom then freshen up. After a while he came out and stand infront of the mirror, look at himself deeply. Sighed deeply and said to his reflection which showing on the mirror,

"Why cried last night that much? Why i felt sad when i came to know gguk is mr kim's ex boyfriend? And mr kim still loves him? Why my heart broke when he said, he did mistake to kissed me and hugged me? Why? Because i started to liking his caring towards me? I started to spending time with him? Or..or i..i started to lo..love him?"

Last word he said shattered voice. Yes now he realized that, he actually not liking younger but more then that.

"Yes i love him. I really love him. But.. But this is wrong right?  He is younger then me and moreover he is my younger brother's ex lo..lover."

He said last word shaking voice. He wants to cry but his all cry stuck in his throat. But tears started to falling by his cheeks. He wipped his tears and took some deep breath again look at his reflection and said,

"No i should stop loving him. And gguk also here now. I should stay away from him and can't show my love to him. His and mine relations only projects partner then that we are nothing. I shouldn’t fall for him. I shouldn’t. "

Yesterday he came in his room then he did not came out from room for once. His eomma,appa and gguk called him several times but he said,

"I'm doing some important work and i need to finish this today so please don't disturb me."

Then all of them sighed and didn’t disturbed him and they left.
But truth is he cried last night for certain someone and this no one know about that. He trying to burried his affection, love, feelings for younger. He need act like before. He fluster a fake smile on his face then come down.
He saw gguk helping his eomma. He smile and greet them by a small 'morning'.
Gguk smile widely seeing his gorgeous brother and hug him from behind and greeted back then ask,

"Hyung i came here two years later and you should spend you all time with me but instead you were working. You know hyung you became mean to me. You don't love me anymore. "

Gguk said with a cute pout. Jungkook smile at his brother cuteness and said,

"Sorry my baby. I need work you know. That file was important so i had to. But promise i'll spend my time tonight once i come home,okay?"

First jungkook lied smothly then make his brother's happy. But he had to do that right? Then they have breakfast together and then he bid good by to his eomma and gguk then he left for office.

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Taehyung just come in office and went straight to his and jungkook's cabin where they doing project work. But he frown seeing older didn’t come. Then he tensed up. Is something happend today too? Is he fall sick again? Why he isn’t here till now? Should i call him and ask him what happend and why he isn’t here? Many thought coming into his mind. And few second later he heared sound of opening door. Immediately he loot at the door and saw other come. He smile sheepishly and greete older,

"Good morning mr jeon. Are you okay now?"

Jungkook look at younger but his face looking blunk and just answer,
"Good morning mr kim. I'm fine now. So let's start our work."

He said starightly which make younger frown and confused. Why he acting like this today? But shrug it of then nodded his head and started to do his work. But time to time he noticing other. But other's focus on laptop screen.

Time passed slowly now it’s lunch time. Younger stop his work and clear his throat then ask to elder,
"Mr jeon let's go and have lunch."

Jungkook nodded his head and about to say something then he got startled because of sudden opening door. Which none other then jeon jeongguk himself standing with a big smile on his face. When he saw taehyung his smile even more wider then before. He hugged taehyung tightly and ask,

"Tae how are you?  I didn’t expect you here. But anyway i'm happy to see you."

Taehyung widen his eyes when gguk hug him. But he look immediately at jungkook whose expression unreadable. Taehyung feeling unreasy by gguk's touch moreover infront of jungkook. He freed himself and said,

"Um gguk don't hug me like this. "

Gguk pouted and ask cutely,
"Wae?"

Taehyung said straight forwardly,
"Because your touch making me uncomfortable. "

Hearing taehyung jungkook felt happy inside but he looking at his phone like he nothing heared. And gguk?  He's eyes telling that he is hurt by taehyung's word. But he shook his head and smile forcedly then said,
"Are you kidding right? You were used to love my hugs. I still remember that. You are saying this because you still mad at me right?"

Taehyung sigh and shake his head nonthless then said,
"No i'm not mad at you gguk. Yes that's right i used to love your hugs but now everything changed. And we're nothing but exes. We broke up remember?? "

Gguk's smile faded away. He is verge of cryng and he cupped taehyung's face and said in crying voice,
"I'm sorry tae. I know i did wrong. And i understand that, when you gone. When you went away and didn’t show up for once then i realized how much you meant to me. And i love you. Please tae give me second chance and this time i'll do everything. Please tae believe me."

He crying his heart out and then hugged taehyung tightly. Jungkook saw everything and heared everything. He felt bad for his baby brother but he do love taehyung too. When he saw his brother hug taehyung he felt his heart break. When he saw taehyung's eyes soften and hug back gguk then he can't control himself. He went away from them and went to the restroom. Crying badly.

Tbc...

❄️ ignore my grammatical errors. I'm not good at english bcz english isn’t my first language.