High school torture

porn star

When we finished, I felt different, like I was a new person. I looked at my phone and I had 14 missed calls from my mom!

Caleb dropped me off a few houses away from mine so my mom would not see him. I walked inside as decent as I could make myself look.
My mom was awaiting my arrival.

"Where have you been till 2 o'clock in the morning on a school night! You know what. We'll talk about this tomorrow after school so i can have some time to calm down. Go to your room. NOW!"

I ran to my room, hurrying as fast as I could. I took a shower, but I sat in the tub letting the hot water run over me. I didn't have the energy to stand. I was ashamed. I felf weird. I am no longer the vigin Mary. I was in a ball, crying.

***

That morning, the alarm screeched for me to get up. I walked to school instead of my mom driving me.
When I got to school everyone was staring at me, whispering, laughing, pointing. I was so confused. I walked to my locker, SLUT was written in sharpie on it in big bold letters.

My stomach dropped. Everyone was watching a video of us in the car having sex.
It was all a hoax.
I was set up.
He had a camera.

I ran to the bathroom crying and I locked myself in the big stall stayed there till lunch. When lunch arrived, Lexi and Sarah showed up banging on the stall. I opend it up, then I locked the whole bathroom.
"What the fuck? You guys had sex? You are 15. You were on your first date!" Sarah yelled, making me let out a string of sobs and wails.
"Get out!" Screamed Lexi. "I cant believe you. She is having the worst time of her life right now and you are not gonna make it worse! GET. OUT. NOW."
"Fine. Whatever." Sarah left, andvm that was the last time we spoke as friends.

I continued to sob. Lexi hugged me, attempting to comfort me. I couldn't believe it. What if my mom found out?! Oh my god."Dont take the lords name in vein" i heard her say in my head.

"Im so sorry about Sarah. She is just in shock. Im here for you. Dont worry. It's all okay."

"No its not. Im a porn star! I hate myself. I wanna die!"

"If you die, im going with you."

"Great, now im gonna be responsible for two deaths!" I sobbed. Lexi started to cry with me, for me."You are my best friend!" I wailed. We were, two sobbing girls, in the bathroom, of a prvite school.