Dear Emma :dear Heinrich

The store

I don't really have a choice so I say yes and obey .We get and the car and he drives into town.When we arrive I see the store sign.it said lily's perfect dream.He parks and gets out, goes to my door and forces me out.He holds my arm and tells me not to do anything stupid. I obey and he takes me into the dress shop. oh no here we go, a wedding dress !why me? why? I thought "let's find u a dress my precious love ." Scared and hesitant I ask" may I wear a simple dress" he replies "of course you silly thing pick whatever u like "enjoying my little freedom I search around. I find a simple lace dress with a satin bodice. I choose it then pick a veil .it was something to cover my sad tears . We leave and arrive back to hell. he drags me to the bedroom and says" Emma, we need to talk. I've noticed something and you think I'm stupid for not seeing it . You've been gaining weight , and I think I know why.so I've gotten you a test to take because not only have you gained Wright but you've also been having morning sickness.....DAMN IT EMMA IM NOT DUMB FUCK !"He then slaps me and forces me to take the test .I obey and go cry in the bathroom . I took a while so he knocks on the door and tells me to hurry up and pee on the stick. No choice I do it and I tell him I'm finished .I walk out the bathroom and he stares at me with a cruel look then cracks a smile.Then he speaks" Emma, if your pregnant.... I can have fun and play doctor !*laughs*" "wonderful isn't it my love? ill play surgery!" Scared i cautiously speak "Leon,why don't we have a family and you can raise our child in whatever manner?" He responsds "what! No you only need me you can't catch feelings for that thing in you!!! That damn parasite ! "Pissed he storms into he bathroom to check the test and it's silent .I pray it's negative but then he walks out and calmly says"*chuckles * Emma Emma Emma you are expecting..." he smiles ,walking to me and pretends to go in for a hug but instead kicks me in the stomach. He kicks me knocking me on the floor .he kicks and punches , i beg him to quit but he doesn't. I spit up blood and cry hard . He leaves the room and with this is my chance to escape so I do. I ran out the room and out the house but something is behind me . It's him! he chases me and I run faster .He shouts"Emma, don't do this! it's only death that awaits you! Emma damn it listen !"I just ran and didn't look back . That is until he weakens me.i didn't really realize it but i think I caught feelings for him but it was most likely Stockholm syndrome. He shouts"Emma, please my love don't leave me !"over the past few months I have to admit I've kind grew on him and I been at war with right and wrong . I tell my self he is a monster and doesn't deserve me and the other part is me making excuses for him that he is misunderstood and lonely. that side takes me over and I slow down collapsing to
The ground crying and he catches up and crouches by me grabbing me by my neck. He then says "so you thought u could run, well -" i cutt him off apologizing "please I love u! and I want a child with you! I beg and tell him im sorry over and over. I love him but this isn't me playing along its real. The other side has gotten me . He drags me up off the ground contemplating on killing me that is until I kiss Him and tell him I do want to marry him"Leon marry me baby! I love u its true please! please! I say in-between Kisses he looked lost in thought . He thinks "she threw me off guard, I should kill her but I can't help but cave In ,I love her"" please let me have this child please "! I beg and he then leans for a kiss and embraces me into his arms and tells me "fine but I want it to be like me and you have to obey me my love . ..... I love you Emma... let's go home. "I Obey .
We walk home and I make dinner . We sit in silence and then after eating we go to sleep .

The dress
To be continued