Sometimes I just lie down
And stare up at the ceiling
Really tryna pin down
Whatever that I'm feeling
But my Mind is blank
And I Fail to show emotion
My heart is feeling like its sinking
But not in the ocean
It's in a pool of blood
And I always want to explain it to you
But truthfully I don't think that I could
I know I should though
My mama hoping that I would show
My truer self
I look in the mirror and see the pain that I've truly dealtIt's hard to deal with
Constantly distracting myself
Pour another fifth
And have some fun for 40 minutes
This what my life is
But without my friends I wouldn't be on this fucking earth to even know what life is
I'm feeling lifeless
Or atleast I did
Now my head is filled of how good life really is
Havin fun with friends and maybe even get a wife
Get a house and fill it up with your kids
Now that's what life really is
And what it's all about
You only get one so you can't fill it up with doubt
Or it'll spill
Got too much on your mind and it'll make you ill
Let real people know how you feel
That's the only way you can truly dealMy legacy will live indefinitely
Not some pipe boy dreams
Filled with smoke and steam
When I write shit down I write incredibly
With a guess you won't second me
Put my pendant on and show you true pedigree
Effortlessly I stitch together words with perfect seems
Then just as easy tranquilize your ass no ketamine
My fists are like sedatives I put a tiger to sleep
Thought it was time for the king and the don to finally meet
Gave yo girl my meat and said it's time to eat
Bout to climb the world that's a big feat
And you know what they say about it
Wipe the smile off yo face if you try to talk shit
All shift but no gear
I get high of success
I smack yo momma then send out a signal of distressITS THE DON