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SHIT , SHIT , SHITT you thought as you completely forgot that you had a test for math test on THIS EXACT DAY and since all you were doing yesterday was thinking about how miya picked yumi instead of YOU, you weren't trying to be selfish but he was your best friend how could he do such a thing?

besides the point you were fucked since not only did you have a test, but three whole classes with miya

As you checked your phone to keep you from getting mad You saw a message from miya but removed immediately after being sent so you couldn't really read it but saw a few words like "miss" and some other shit you couldn't understand

Anyways speak of the devil... the one and only miya chinen!! as he walked in a classroom full of nobody's, it honestly just struck your mind how you're friends with such a big star in Japan.. but let's be honest you thought about it ALL the time before and sometimes that led to your intrusive thoughts like thinking you'll never be good enough for anyone and just setting you in such a high standard that you wouldn't be able to reach

But you felt even worse for miya since he also was always set to high standards, thats why you usually let him take his built up anger and sadness on you whether it was Physical or Mental.

But you felt even worse for miya since he also was always set to high standards, thats why you usually let him take his built up anger and sadness on you whether it was Physical or Mental

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MIYA

I DON'T really know what got over me today but... I never would have thought I would stoop this low to have someone talk to me again, it's like I wasn't even there... like I was a ghost all of a sudden.. out of all people m/n really had to be the one I had to do this with

But I don't regret grabbing his soft... soft.. really soft hands and pulling him to a bathroom.. I felt like this looked really odd but I have a reason!! Obviously.. wait do i..?

"MIYA I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, WHATS YOUR PROBLEM??"
I stayed silent it was so humiliating to be screamed at because I honestly felt so weak, but I genuinely got turned on by his voice omg like it was so attractive.. was this wrong honestly I couldn't help myself at the moment I just kissed his lips... he didn't look mad he looked more confused then mad I didn't really know what to say at the moment i honestly felt really bad and im most likely in the wrong here for kissing him without asking first but i couldn't handle it anymore at this point i really wanted to express what i felt, but SOMEONE had to walk in and cock block me.

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