I Like It Better When Im with You

Episode 9

"3 years ago"

Yao me... ziyi you see that man
He is so handsome.

Meng ziyi..  he look arogant though. Another rich brat.

Sue shing.. he look very gentle and cute okay. Maybe he is not.

Meng ziyi.  He is okay so stop this argue..( rolled his eye's.

"Ziyi is walking alone going home but suddenly he peng and his gang blocking his way.

He peng.. hey hey!! Our campus belle is here.. how about let's play a little.

Go yung.. hey.. peng this girl look so pretty . Let me taste first.

"Before Go yung lay a finger to ziyi. Someone punch him and knock him in instant. He peng eye's are widen and start cursing the stranger. Ziyi is very scared but suddenly he felt and very warm hug and smell of vanilla which is very soothing to here nose. Ziyi look up and saw zhan handsome face looking af here while saying i wont let them harm you . now close you eye's i dont want you to see this. Ziyi just nod and blusshing so hard. Ziyi close his eye's .ziyi just hear a punch sound  after a while ziyi feel someone grab his hand and being drag away. When she open his eye's ziyi saw zhan face smilling at him while his eye's is full of worried.

After that incident they become friend and zhan confess his feeling to ziyi. Zhan confess too that he already like ziyi  for a month. But too scared confess due to bad impression of ziyi to zhan. They become couple for a year. Everything change when ziyi broke up without a reason and left him without telling him

"PRESENT"

Yibo.. who are does cheng ge?
And why does girl begging to zhan. Who is she?

Jiyang.. I never see zhan cry that much cheng ge.

Haoxuan.. I swear to god. Zhan sudden change behavior shock me. I never see him like that before. Its so scary.  I feel like its not zhan anymore.

Jiang cheng.. Me too! I only see that kind of zhan 3 years ago.

Jiyang.. You mean zhan has a personality disorder ge?

Jiang cheng.. No its  not like that.

Yibo..Can you please tell us ge. You now how much i care about zhan.( scream in anger)

Haikuan.. "manner's yibo"

Jiang cheng.. okay !! She is meng ziyi. Zhan's first love. His world 3 year's ago. His everything. I remember how zhan happy when ziyi say yes to him
Suddenly ziyi broke up with him and left without saying anything. I see how zhan broke. he nearly killed himself.
After  a year's of terapy zhan back on track. I see his smile again.  I dont now what happend of ziyi.She disapperd i cant even get any hint where she was. It pain me watching zhan again. Please stay with zhan . I dont now if he can take this

Jiyang and haoxuan are very shock of sudden new's .Yibo didnt say anything. Yibo felt like a shock wave when he heard the word first love. Zhan really love ziyi. Because zhan even try to kill himself for ziyi. Yibo feel so lost. He dont now where he is to zhan's heart right now . Seeing zhan with ziyi feel like  he lost every chance to zhan. Now that zhan first love is here. Who is him. The story telling got interupted when zhan go out to room and run without looking back.. yibo run to zhan..

"Inside the room"

Meng ziyi.. Sean just listen and after that. ill never appered in you life. I just want you to move on and be happy.

Zhan.. stop that crap. Just tell me..  i cant breath with you with the same air.

Meng Ziyi..( crying ) sean i now i hurt you. And its hurt me so much too. Its my fault and i need to make it right so that both of us can start a new life

Zhan.. Ziyi.. "I already start a new life.  But you ruined it again.  Do you now how much a sufferd. I nearly killed myself ziyi. You broke me into a million piece's. How stupid i am. Tell me why.

Meng Ziyi.. Sean. I left you that time because im diagnos of cancer.  Im about to die sean at that time.

Zhan..( shock) what do you mean.?

Meng Ziyi.. do you remember when i got faint. Its always happend to me. My parent are worried so we take a test.

Zhan.. (speechless)

Meng Ziyi..  when we got the result they told me that its only have 20% of surviving. Even i do a surgery. Sean i dont want you too see me dying. I dont want you to waste your time to a person who cant give a future to you. I dont want to leave you hurt and sad. I dont want to see you  dying watching me.  I want you to have a happy life. Start a new life.  I want you to have a wife  and kids. Which is i cant give you. Its better you feel angry to me than leaving you in this world.  I cant watch you like that sean even its hurt me so much. Even i sacrifise myself.
I love you to the point that i made a wrong disesion i thougt if i do that you wont feel hurt. But im wrong im wrong. Im so sorry i made you feel like that sean. Its my fault. Its because of me you sufferd so much.  Its okay if you dont forgive but please forgive yourself. Sean  move on and love again. You deserve it.
this past few years. I survive and miracle happend.The first thing  i want to do is  ask for your forgiveness .I hurt you and i deserve all this pain right.

Zhan is crying in mess.  He stood up and leave Ziyi without any word. Zhan run untill  his feet  cant take it anymore he kneeled down and cry his heart. But someone hug him. A warm hug that he really love the smell that adicting for zhan. He cried even more and turn his head to his chest and cried harder.Yibo pat zhan back while kissing his forehead. Saying its okay to zhan.