Chapter 1: Doubt Starts Here In My Heart

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DOUBTING YOU BUT I ALWAYS END UP STAYING

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DOUBTING YOU BUT I ALWAYS END UP STAYING

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It happened once again to the point this was now the new daily routine.

"Cya later Tae!"

Eyes watched the adorable pink haired rush out the door and endearing stumble to put on his shoes. Dressed in angel white and pink gloss painted on his succulent lips that it made him crave like lollies.

A singular figure watched from the moment they had gotten up to the moment they left in a quick succession. There was nothing in between only some small chit chat. Waking up to stare fondly at the slumbering angel who blessed him with his mere presence now felt so far despite laying right there. When he pressed a palm to their plump rosy cheeks it felt so sentimental. As if everything had already ended and this was the last moment together.

But it wasn't like anything happened to cause this now evident rift between them whether the other realised it or not. There was nothing substantial, it just happened overtime. He wanted so badly to just spill his feelings but no time ever seemed like the right time.

Taehyung bit his lips until they were bitten a raw red, the hand that had been outstretched and waving falling to his side. The room felt stiflingly small and tense as the days go by when he was left alone. He truly wanted to say something to the male before he left but seeing how excited he was going nothing found its way out.

Why was Jimin so excited to leave Taehyung?

It was a rushed goodbye, no kisses on lips or even forehead before leaving nor and 'I love you'. Just a brief wave and a cheap goodbye attached on the end. Now that seemed half hearted - not at all genuine and affectionate in the way he had been used to. That was all he got from his beloved boyfriend. Anything intimate and affectionate these days had gotten scarcer, and it scared him.

And he knew that his lover wouldn't be home until late which was concerning because he was an omega. Not saying that omegas were incapable, but they usually got harassed more often. The concerns directed at him would be pushed aside with a laugh. Jimin always asked why Taehyung was still up. He smelt like detergent, different then the smell he had left in and if he knew Taehyung knew that no justification was ever given. With the fact that he was too much of a coward to ask to let on a somewhat uncomfortable wedge between them. Instead, Taehyung opted to letting the exhausted omega to sleep while he lay wide awake and pondered.

Yeah, it was scary.

Scratch that, it didn't only just scare him but terrify him.

Recently these days he only had himself to talk too, his soulmate always being busy especially with his upcoming performance. Even if he offered to come it would be waved off and that was that.

The mere thought that maybe Jimin, the most sought-after omega could have anything he wanted, could have something better and more worth his while. Have something more than a simple beta like him could ever dream to provide. It was unpleasant to think your partner would do that, but his mind and heart couldn't stop thinking like that.

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