I LOVE U !
when you 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉 my 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅 it all goes 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚. the things i 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏, the things that i would 𝒔𝒂𝒚. now i keep 𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 on, i sound so 𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒆. what i am trying to do is say 𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
aphmau shalashaska the lady / lord of phoenix drop village the descendant of the famous lady irene
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aphmau sometimes cries herself to sleep because she can't help but feel that most to all of the people dying or getting injured around her is her own fault .
aphmau struggles with accepting that she is an actual descendant of irene , even if it has been confirmed due to her showing her powers off to protect those she loves .
aphmau looks for some form of hope to confirm her suspicions that she isn't a descendant of irene , but all she ever finds is nothing of important or .. things that point to her being a descendant of irene , which she hates .
aphmau sometimes doesn't feel like a good enough lady / lord to phoenix drop village due to her constantly going off on missions and such like that , leaving her village alone .. sometimes for periods of time that she believes make her own villagers and friends begin to doubt her return , even if she always does come back in the end .
aphmau struggles with making friends because she has social anxiety . she is very hyper around her current friends , but she sometimes second guesses her self and the choices she's made in the past . only a few select people know of aphmau's social anxiety , but even then she feels like one of them will reveal it to everyone and she'll be considered an outcast .
aphmau can't help but not be a people person , especially if places are largely crowded and she can barely breathe in her own personal space . it makes her tear up and almost cry , and if she just happens to be with someone , she'll cling onto them like a small child until they're in a much less crowded area .