It's been an extremely long day for you and you feel the weight of it as you walk through the front door. Lazily, dropping your bag and shoes at the door instead of their normal resting place. Casey has been away for work for two weeks and this means that you and Alex get to spend quality time together. Of course you love when all three of you are home but sometimes it's nice to get that rare one on one time. However, today has been rather trying for you. Normally it would thrill you to be headed home however, that is not the case for today. No today is one of those days where you're in a rare mood. Today you feel needy. Today you want all the attention. Which is a rare thing for you. You're normally the one that's independent and likes time to yourself. Casey on the other hand needs that physical affection everyday and is willing to take whatever you give. You however, don't go out of your way to seek such comfort.
Alex can be the same way which makes it hard for the two of you to connect. You both are workaholics and you tend to live inside your heads. Casey is normally the one to break the ice and bring you two back to life. Which is why today is scary for you. Casey isn't here and how can you communicate this feeling to Alex. As you walk in the door you can tell Alex is home. The lights are dim around the house but you can see the light under the door of the home office. You head upstairs to your bedroom to shower and change your clothes.As you're bathing you think to yourself about today's events. The stress from work, the feeling like you're not doing enough or your simply not enough. The thoughts made you dizzy and you could already feel the exhaustion kick in. You needed Alex.
As you walk downstairs to the office your heart is pounding in your ears. You've never been this forward with Alex before. But you needed to be tonight. As you walk in you see Alex working at her desk, scribbling down notes on her legal pad. She seemed stressed and very focused on her task which only makes you feel even more guilty. She just happened to look up and a smile appears on her face.
"Hi, my love. How's was your day?" She says cheerfully. You just stare at her with your month hung open not really knowing what to say. You slowly walk over to the desk and stand beside her chair. She looks up at me with a worried expression. "Are you alright?" She asks you with concern. You slowly start undressing yourself. No explanation given you just strip down until you're bare.
You slowly pull her chair out from under the desk and hold out your hand for her to take. She takes Immediately and follows you over to the couch. You guide her down to sit on the couch and then straddle her lap. Alex is now confused and concerned. You take her face into your hands and kiss her. You kiss her with everything you've got and it already feels like your worries were melting away. You moan in her mouth and start rocking your hips against her lap. She moans at the sudden feeling of your wetness on her legs. When you finally come up for air your gasping. You look at Alex and lean towards her ear and whisper "I want you to fuck me."
You hear her breath catch and she looks at you and smirks. "Is that what you want?" She asked with a smile. "Please." You almost sob out. Alex chuckles and starts to drag her fingers up and down your slit occasionally dipping her finger into your folds to feel your arousal. "Please." You whispered while steadily rocking your hips against her fingers. "Wow baby, I've never seen you so needy." She chuckles. "Does someone need some attention?" She says clearly amused.
Immediately, your hips stop moving and the voices come in. The doubts, the feeling like you're being too clingy, too much of a bother. Alex takes notice and looks at you with concern. "What's wrong? Did I do something?" She asks. You can't even look at her because you know you're going to cry. You feel embarrassed and ashamed. You slowly lift your head and look at her. "You don't have to laugh at me about it," you say tears welling up in your eyes.
"Oh my love, no I wasn't laughing at you," she says with a small smile. "I was just surprised you have never approached me like this before. I'm kinda shocked" she says meaning it honestly. I would never make fun of you or make you feel uncomfortable intentionally" she says as she caresses your cheek with her hand. "What's going on my love?" she asks looking deeply into your eyes.
