Daiki's POV

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"And you make me feel like I'm intoxicated"

What does that mean? Why did Yuyan tell me that?

I slumped on my bed and stared at my cellphone. Secretly, my wallpaper is a picture of Yuya sleeping but I'll never tell him that I took it during one of our tours.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I screamed on my pillow. I feel so excited right now. My heart is beating so fast. I Arioka Daiki, finally confessed to my five year long crush Takaki Yuya.

It's been five years already since I feel in love with him. I don't know how it started but what I do know is that I really love him. I can't even compare my feelings for him as a crush anymore because what I'm feeling right now is truly love.

I'm not gay, really. I have always been attracted to women before. My first kiss was even a woman much older than me. Yuya was the only exceptional guy. I don't want anyone if it's not Yuya.

Why am I even in love with him? He could be such a baka sometimes, getting all close to me, making me feel all girly, hugging me so protectively, and giving me some kind of false hope. Argh! I accidentally fell down my bed and made a large 'thump!' noise.

"Itai..." I winced.

"Daiki! Breakfast is ready!" I heard my oka-san shout from downstairs.

"Hai!" I answered.

Sigh, I'll be seeing Yuya at work today. What kind of face should I make? I turned towards my mirror.

"Ohayo Yuyan~!" I practiced with a huge smile. But later found it uncomfortable after saying it.

"Ne Yuyan, what a nice weather we're having, ne?"

Okay, this sounds dorky and cliché. Hmmm...

"So have you decided on becoming my boyfriend now?"

Urgh, definitely NOT that question. Sigh, I give up. I'll just do what I can do when I get there.

"Arioka Daiki your breakfast is getting cold here and you still have work to do. Stop being a narcissist and come down and eat your breakfast!" I found my ka-san magically inside my room.

"Mom! Knock on the door would you!" I blushed and quickly shooed her away. "And I'm not a narcissist!"

"Sigh, okay, okay, but quickly go down when you're finished, um, admiring yourself on the mirror"

"I am not! I'm just practicing my facial expressions!" I argued.

"Well you should because it's quite obvious that your thinking about Yu-kun again" ka-san said while using her nickname on Yuya.

"S-Shut up..." I blushed. Mothers! They just know how to embarrass you!

When I finally got ka-san out of my room I turned towards the mirror again. I took hold of my cheeks, sigh, I really do love him, I thought to myself as I saw my flushing face.

>>TIME SKIP<<

I reached the Jimusho building at around 8:30, thanks to ka-san's nagging I'm actually here 30 minutes early. I greeted some of the staff members and proceeded to go to JUMP's room.

"Ohayo~!!!" I greeted just like my usual cheerful self.

"Dai-chan ohayo!" Chinen greeted back to me. I looked around and saw three other members, Hikaru, Inoo and Yuto. No sign of Yuya yet.

"You're early today Daiki" Inoo noted. He was lying on the couch while holding a mirror.

"You too Inoo" I told back.

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