⚠️TW: SH!!!!⚠️
Harry's POV
I wake up to Lou sleeping. he looks so peaceful. I check my phone and see that it's 11:00 in the morning. I decide to wake him up so we can go back to the bus.
"Lou. wake up" I whisper
"mmm. what time is it?" he asks yawning
"11" I reply
"oh shit. we've gotta go back" Lou says
"yeah. that's kinda why I woke you" I say giggling
"well let's go cause im fucking hungry." he says
"ok" I say laughing at his eagerness.
we get up and start walking back to the bus. when I walk in, lou heads straight to the fridge and I see my mum sitting on the couch with the boys around her. they get up to hug me when they see me.
"missed you bud." Niall says getting emotional.
Niall's always emotional. and hungry. literally, he whenever he gets too emotional, he gets hungry. I don't understand him.
"I was gone for like a day Ni." I respond
"still. It felt like months." he replies back.
after Zayn and Liam hug me, my mum comes over to me. I'm not angry with her anymore. I was at first but I understand why she didn't immediately tell me.
"harry, my baby, im so sorry you had to find out Robin has cancer. I was looking for the right time to tell you but I just couldn't find any because you were always on tour." my mum says tearing up.
"mum, it's ok. really. I forgive you. I understand why you didn't want to tell me." I say hugging her
she wipes her tears with her sleeve. I go get a tissue for her and she thanks me as she takes it from me.
"I love you my baby. I always will. now, I should probably get going." my mum sniffles.
"alright. I love you mum. say hi to Gem and Robin for me and tell them that I love them." I say
"I will honey. I love you" she replies.
she leaves after we say goodbye. when she's gone, I go over to sit on the couch and put my head in my hands. why does everything have to be so fucking difficult. the boys come and surround me. they engulf me in hugs.
"we're so sorry Haz." Liam says.
"it's ok guys. really" I respond
"do you need anything?" Zayn asks
"no. I think im going to go lay down." I say getting up from the couch.
"ok. well let us know if you need anything." Niall says
"I love you babe." Lou says
"I will and I love you too" I respond to them.
I head into the bedroom and then into the bathroom. I pull out the tool that I've come to love and make marks on my wrist. I wash my wrist after even though it stings and put a bandage on it. I walk out of the bathroom and climb into my bunk. I let my eyes shut as I surprisingly fall into a doze.
im waken up when I hear shouting coming from the kitchen. I leave my bunk and see the boys having a flour fight. I laugh and shake my head. idiots, I thought.
but even though they may be idiots, they're my idiots and I'll always love them for it.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
(A/N) HEY HEY!! IM BACK!! sorry I haven't written in like, a year. I just lost motivation but im back.
anyways, ill be more active now so yay!
anyways, let me know what yall thought of this chapter
if you haven't already, go check out my first book, Over Again!!!!
thanks for reading! dont forget to follow and vote if you enjoyed this!
I love you all
as always, TPWK <3
~Em
YOU ARE READING
Distant// HS, LS, 1D (resumed)
FanfictionHarry styles, a member of one direction has depression and he also hears voices in his head. he slowly distanced himself and the boys have noticed. after he came out as gay, he's received hate and he can't take it anymore. what happens when he tries...
