Live

Don't come in

Two steps forward five steps above the crowds

Through the years, I'm preparing myself and now my time has come. Please, rejoice Cathy! Rejoice everytime you're gonna hear my voice. Rejoice everytime when you saw me in a box...

Please?

One, Failed marriage. Wife and I seperate 5 years ago. Learned to live with my child

Two, Alone in the shadow... Alone in this shadow with fake smile... Am I gonna live this way

Three, I'm Fvcking sick with this life. Eat, Sleep, Eat, Sleep and it's so tiring

Please Cathy let me go.

Four, Love? Broken love with broken marriage and with broken hearts are never gonna be the same. Too old for those things

Five, Happiness. Where can I find it?

Six ties of rope

Seven steps 

Eight, Look for pens with eight colors because Cathy loves colorful notes

And lastly, 20 colorful words for Cathy 

"Cathy, don't come in. Call your mother, she will know what to do. Love, Daddy. Cathy, don't go in the bedroom.."

2pm a dead body has found at Carmela Street in Hudson.

Goodnight, Cathy.