Psycho For Him... A Corpse Fanfic :)

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this is what Katelyn looks like :) 

IS THAT VALKYRAE?! I tuned out my emotions and unmuted.

"uh um hi!" I say very shyly. now they will think I'm fucking shy. great. 

"OMG HIIII ARE YOU KAT?" valkyrae was talking to ME?! "hi! i've been a fan of you rae!" "YOUR A FAN OF ME GIRL! I'M A FAN OF YOU!" "ME?!" "YES YOU SILLY!" 

"not to be rude butttt corpse is joining in a minute!" who was corpse? and why was his name corpse? 

"uh- w-who's corpse?" "you'll see" "Wha- okay..." 

5 minutes later.

I heard a REALLY deep voice. "uh hey sorry i'm late..." "damn his voice is hot..." I hear the discord call outburst in laughter. "shit i was unmuted?!" that same voice responed "y-yeah...and uh- th-thanks..." "oh uhm your welcome" "well Kat that's corpse. of choke me like you hate me guy" i hear Rae say "choke me like you what?" I hear corpse laugh...god his laugh...

"its one of my songs..." "oh well i'll listen to it after my stream..." "okay Katelyn..." h-he shit i was NOT going to start simping over a dude i met what 10 minutes ago?! 

i hear sykkuno speak "shall we get started? you could hear an arrangements of yes and yep 

"all right!"

on my screen i got IMPOSTER with corpse. I started walking to admin when i see sykkuno get killed by corpse witch meant i had to kill toast. nice a double kill. i vented into electrical and faked wires.

i walked to security when i killed Rae and corpse killed Lilly. when a body was reported.

"i walked to admin to do download when sykkuno and toast were dead in the entrance" brook said.

"okay Kat you go first where were you?" poki said. "i was at security with corpse we were cam buddies" "i vouch for her!" jack said. (aka jacksepiceye) "what about you corpse do you vouch for Kat...?" "yes i do vouch for Katelyn..." i decided to speak up "what about you where were you pewds?" 

"i started with going to weapons and doing asteroids then i went to med-bay and saw lilly and left and then a body was reported" "kinda weird you barely did any tasks..." i say in accusing voice  "i-..." "lets just skip..." "keep your eyes on Felix!" "noted" "what-"  I laugh 

"alright so 4 people down 6 people left! uhm lets go to med-bay"  

i walk into med-bay and i see jack and ill him then vent into security and see corpse and do a dance. then walk out and i go to storage. i see corpse following me and we run into poki and Felix and we do a double kill. 

"YES!" "WHAT KAT IT WAS YOU?!" i hear ken yell. "yes it was and no thanks to my partner that barely killed" "what okay i did kill people!" "barely!" "okay whatever!"

2 hours later

"okay is this our last round?" i laugh "that what she said." I hear corpse laugh "it dosen't have to be" I smile "CORPSE!" "KAT!" i here Lilly giggle "i smell a ship!" "omg god Lilly!"  "I mean she's not wrong..." i hear Rae say. "i-..." i hear corpse snicker...

"Well shall we start...?" the call outbursts with yes's and Yep's "sure..." 

i got Imposter with corpse again.

"this should be interesting..." i said to my chat. 

I walk to admin to fake card swipe. when i see lights go out when corpse comes through the vent and kills. "that was so smooth chat. a surprisingly good play from corpse."  

body reported  well shit- i thought to myself...

" okay so ken Kat and I plus Felix were in admin when the lights go off and while we were all walking out there was a body. i think it was a vent kill because Kat stayed by card swipe and ken was by her" I looked down "uhm they/them..." "shit i'm sorry..." "uhm it's fine..." I hated when people used wrong pronouns for me but jack didn't know...

at the end of the round.

"i think we should play a couple more rounds!" I hear Lilly say.

I hear everyone agree. "i-uhm I'm gonna head out..." " I didn't mean to use-" "I k-know your f-fine Sean..." "oh okay!" "I'm gonna head out too" "oh alright corpse!" "bye" everyone said bye in the call... "I'm gonna get going bye guys t-thank you guys for letting m-me play!" i hear them say bye and I exit the call.

"Well guys I'm going to end stream love you guys...!" i ended my stream and flopped on my bed.

TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS  

streaming life was very hard. getting misunderstood. getting judged. having to be "perfect" all of the time. i was glad i was given this platform but man it was hard...not to mention I'm very sensitive.  I cry over the smallest things. and then there's my depression to make it worst. 

there's been so many times where I've wanted to end my life but I'm here and I'm proud of myself for it...but it gets really hard with the hate comments. 

I hear that little voice in my head

kill yourself 

you should cut

no one would care

you a failure.

just kill yourself

cut...

just one cut you'll be fine

5 cut that's all it takes kat 5 cuts...

i couldn't help it...i went to my desk and i got a razor blade.

one cut two cuts three cuts four cuts five cute six cuts... shit...

"Kat are you okay in there?" "yea i'm fine just on my phone why...?" "can we watch that movie?" "sure give me a sec!" 

i walk into my bathroom and wash my cuts but they wouldn't stop bleeding i rapped a bandage around my arm and hoped it wouldn't bleed through.

i walk out into the living room and saw her on the couch with a bunch of snacks and a big fluffy blanket for me...

"uhm thanks Andrea..." "your welcome why were you in the bathroom?" "i had to change my pad" "i thought it didnt come for another week?" "it came early..." "thats what she said!" I aloud myself to smile and giggle a little bit. "soooo what movie are we watching?" "the conjuring!" "ooooo spoopy" she giggles and we start the movie.

A/N: i just wanna say if your going though a hard time my dm's are ALWAYS open you can rant and vent to me! I love ya'll!