123 123 123 123 like a broken record player.
check the door 123.
kiss me quick 123.
Soap on your hands 123.
Check his breathing 123.
Rituals rituals rituals, the devils little games.
If you don't play along something will happen - You convince yourself it will.
123 123 123 123.
This, that and then this again.
123.
Old habits rising to the surface, memories you had locked away regurgitating like that one food that didn't agree with you.
don't eat,
don't smile,
stop being so moody,
don't talk to loud,
don't be too quiet,
don't voice your opinions,
don't shy away from reality.
123.
This, that then this again.
Crimson rivers fill your mind, the thoughts too loud to shut out.
Shut up.
Shut up.
Shut up.
Get out of my head.
Leave me alone.
Shut up.
123.
Trips to paradise seem so useful again but you CANT.
Your world has changed.
That's not you.
That's not you.
That's not you.
This.
is.
not.
me.
Please.
Listen.
123.
123.
123.
I need you.
I need help.
This is not me, if you say it enough it works.
Doesn't it?
Talks with your monsters, shining silver tickets, the 'easy' way out.
It's not needed it's not wanted.
LEAVE
ME
ALONE.
Get out my head.
Please?
S.B
