Dark

6

As i got out of the bathroom , i saw him lying in pool of his own blood.
I looked at him with nothing in my eyes.

Did i feel sorry ?
Naww
Did i feel pity ?
Naww
Did i feel guilty ?
Naww
Did i feel hungry ?
Hell yes

I picked my robe up from the ground and went to my room , i slipped back into my clothes , they were a little damp , but who cared ?

It was 4 in the morning i locked my door and went to the reception , the guy on the desk was asleep , so i simply kept my keys on his desk and went out .

The cold wind crashed against my face as i started to walk in streets unknown,

"Don't come near me , you'll catch the cold too "
" So be it , i can't stay away from you "
I snuggled in her embrace , she was warm , warmer than usual .

" HOT & FRESH ! HOT & FRESH !!
want some hot & freshly prepared noodles ma'am ? "

A young man holding a board asked me as i approached a resturant.
I nodded and entered .
It was small , had only 4 tables and a small reception , i sat the one near the window and looked outside, i saw the sun slowly coming up .

" Good morning sunshine"
I felt a gentle kiss on my temple, and i smiled half asleep.
" I thought sun was meant to be hot , but mine is also cute "
She whisper talked while stroking my hairs gently. I couldn't help but blush a little. I opened my eyes and saw her head resting on her one arm while the other was stroking me. The sunlight was warm and soft on her , she....looked mesmerizing. I looked deep in her eyes and whispered
" I love you "

" Umm... Ma'am? Excuse me ? "
I turned my head to see a young girl , maybe 19 or a little more but not older than 21-22 , with blonde highlights and pale skin awkwardly standing beside my table , i raised my eyebrow as if to ask ' what ? '

" Your order ma'am? "
" Oh yeah , uhh sorry "
I apologized for my absent mindness .
" Umm... Bring whatever is today's special "
" Alright. That's it ? Would you like some beverages or drinks? "
I shook my head in no and gave a small smile , she nodded and smiled back and went away.

I just stay there , with absolutely nothing on my mind. I felt empty. i looked outside and saw an elderly couple taking a walk , the man had a walking stick and wore black shades while the woman held him close and directed him where to go.
They both seemed happy, satisfied, enjoying themselves.
Our lives are so different.
He has someone he loves beside him , taking his care, even if he seems to be a big liability.
While i here.... I have lost my love, i have lost my smile , i have lost everything, i have lost....her.

But maybe we aren't so different afterall, as all he sees is dark. And dark is where I live.

- Author's note -

I left this book a long time ago , thinking everything is a waste... But then i saw those 6 people who read it , and those 4 votes , and i couldn't help but think...

'Aah fuck it , imma just continue it anyways '

😂😂
No i am not a very inspiring person or a person who gets easily inspired.
That's actually kinda bad now I've said it out loud.

ANYWAYS. i just want to thank everyone who is reading this book.
Means a lot to me ✨
How y'all have a great day/night/afternoon/evening and everything in between 😂

Jaddu ki jhappi✨
( Magic hugs ✨ )

Q ✨