you would never love me!

Progress

I'm puking my insides out rn but like I gotta write my ideas while I still remember them.
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~🍊Hinata's POV🍊~

I wake up really grouchy, I didn't get much sleep last night since I was up until the early hours thinking about Kageyamas "confession".

I get up and out of bed, truly to tired for school and practice. I put on my pants, and button my shirt up. I almost forget my bag but mom yells at me about it, she also yells at me about not wearing a jacket but I don't listen to her on that. I  grab my bag and put the door I go.

Although for some reason on this morning I have an unexpected visitor.

Kageyama Tobio.

H "what are you doing here?" I say raising one of my eyebrows.

K "I thought that I would walk you to school." He looks down at the ground his ears are red and he's twiddling his thumbs.

He's almost starting to make me believe that he's being sincere. I mean Kageyama wouldn't go as far as to look nervous just for a prank, right?

H "why though?"

K "I thought it might help me prove that I truly do like you." Scratching the nape of his neck, just like yesterday.

H "we'll I take up your offer, Tobio." I say in a very snarky tone.

K "we'll then, let's get going, Shoyo." He smiles when he says that which makes my heart skip a beat. He rarely ever smiles, and it's just so cute.
He takes my hand which makes me audibly gasp. He just smiles at me, again.

As we walk I look at our entwined hands. His hand is so cold, almost as if he's just a walking corpse, but it soothing in a way. I think I like holding kageyamas hand, it's nice.

I glance at his face next, he's blushing, like repulsively. It's adorable. It looks strange on him though, Kageyama whose always monotone and shows no emotion, getting blushy and all smiley, because of me? It's unreal.

Soon enough Karasuno came into view, I kind got sad at this. Knowing that I would have to let go of Kageyamas hand soon, knowing that this sense of warming closure would soon be gone.

He let go of my hand as we entered the locker room instantly making me miss his touch. Nevertheless I start getting changed for practice.

My mad gayness however is making it quite perplexing, my eyes keep wanting to wander to Kageyama. When my eyes do find their way over to him after I'm done getting changed he's putting on his shirt, so I get quite the show of his toned stomach. Reminding me of my dream yesterday.

K "Shoyo your really red, are you running a fever?"

H "no!"

Kageyama touched my forehead with the back of his hand.

K"I don't know shoyo, you feel warm."

H "we'll, it like really hot in here!" I say waving my hands like an idiot

K "Hinata. It's October. It's freezing in here and your not wearing a jacket, how are you hot?"

H "uhhh, I'm just a warm person?" Great. I blew it. I'm stupid and Zeus should just strike me down before I die from embarrassment.

Yet, he doesn't make some remark about how stupid I am, he instead laughs. Like a genuine laugh. He's holding his stomach and holding his hand in-front of his mouth trying to hide his smile. His smile that makes my heart flutter and brain malfunction.