Peter pan?

chapter 8

Still Alex pov

After an hour or two we all got bored so we decided to go swimming. "Race you to the shore" on of the smaller lost boys screamed. Not even a second later the boys ran as fast as they could. "That didn't take long" I smiled and grabbed pans hand. "Shall we go?" Pan asked tugging on my hand. Me and Pan walked to the shore. By the time we got there the lost boys where splashing each other. I looked at pan and he had an evil smile upon his face. "Pan don't you dare" I put my hands in front of me. The next thing I know I'm flung over his shoulder and thrown into bone chilling water. "PETTTER" I yelled and splashed him. "Yess" he smiled. Even though I've only know this boy for a couple if weeks I love him. But I'm scared to lose him, that some day I'll disappear. Hell he may not forgive me. I don't want to leave him that's the last thing I would want to do. "Whatcha thinking about?" He asked me waving a hand in front of My face. "Uh I'll tell you later" I smiled and splashed him. After hours of play when went back to the tents. "So you going to tell me?" Pan smiled at me. "I love that smile, and yeah I am" I smile back and sit down. "Okay I'm still waiting" he sat in front if me. "Okay well I'm scared, lately I've been thinking about leaving, not like I want to leave like I'm taken back home. I don't want to leave you or the lost boys, and if I left I don't want you to think I didn't on purpose" I said slitghy  fast. "I understand that but no matter what I'll come and find you. Your really important to me. I would do anything for you. I've been thinking of that a lot lately too" he looked to the floor then back up to me. "You have?" I asked. "Yeah, I don't want you to leave but if some one took you....I wouldn't stop searching." He smiled at me. "If only I had met you earlier" I smiled back. After hours of talking we finally fell asleep.
  I woke up to Peter having his arms around me. Turning in my side to face him he was awake to. "Hey beautiful" he kissed my forehead. "Hey, why are you up?" I smiled. "Just a lot on my mind" he smiled back. "You want to talk about it?" I snuggled closer to him. "You sure?" I felt him being worried. "Of course" I warped my arms around him. "I went to the main land and there's no one there's that's worried your gone...it breaks my heart to know that, so it brings up the thing about you being taken. I could see hook taking you and leaving you there just so your getting hurt and so am I" he pauses. "Then it makes me think what if you leave forever, find someone new so when I do find you, you have already moved on" he finished. "Peter I would never move on from you, your the best thing that had ever happened to me" I got up out of the bed and walked over to where I kept my old clothes. In the pocket of my pants there was a part of a necklace that was very important. "Here this is very important to me I want you to have it. If I ever disappeared you have this" I handed him it. He looked down in his hand. "Are you sure" he smiled. "Yes I want you to have it, because your more important to me then that piece of necklace" I climbed into bed again. "Thank you" he pulled me super close to him. " I love you" I whispered. "I love you too" he whispered back.
   We ended up talking the rest of the night. It was the greatest feeling ever.