love in the dust

confusion and feelings

Alexandrias  pov 

it was potians witch seemed pretty stupid because i could do most of this without a potion the marauders came and sat next to me i looked at them confused but ignored it today we are making draft of living death now this requires a special ingreediant you see when are world was young devils existed witches or wizerds there was only a few of them no more than three there hasent been one to live in centuries they all had extrordinary powers for example there tears could kill at this alexandria froze wha- she wisperd suddenly her blood was boiling with questions she needed answers now we have a very limitted number of tears so dont waste them they are valubule she was scilent the entire class and when slughorn came around to inspect everyones potions he nearly fainted at hers merlins beard i dare say one drop would kill us all he inquired he then dissmised everyone she walked out birskly heading for the nearist girls bathroom she could find once she was in she slid down the wall trying despritly not to let the tears fall as she couldent cover it up please she thought to herself she tried everything not to cry but she couldent stop the tears flowing down her face burning and cutting at her skin she then herd cackleing and saw the gost of a girl with pigtales and big glasses is someone crying she giggled she quickly dried her tears hopeing the gost had not seen anything oh i saw she giggled then a ginger haird girl came into the bathroom hay murtle leave the pore girl alone come on she said whats on your face she said alexandria quikly thought of lie oh i just spilled some of those tears from potions class on my eyes oh well i will help you get cleaned up the girl said whats your name she asked oh alexandria thats a really pretty name she said thank you said alexandria come on she said i'll walk you to your dorm and we can talk at hogsmeed on sunday friends she held out her hand friends said alexandria she then went in the portrit and the second she got in she ran up to her dorm she slammed the door behind her and fell onto her bed sobbing she had only had one friend before when she was five a girl named bree had played with her when know one els would and alexandria had killed her by axidant she had wanted. to see alexandrias powers so alexandria had showed her her fire and axidently set her on fire the only friend she ever had she had killed as a chiled from that moment on she dicided never to interactshe would always stay the outsider because who could love a killer she sobbed as sshe went to the dresser and got a small black box from the back of the drawer she opend the box on her bed inside were a few things from the orfinige a picture of the cave the letter from her mother a picture of her father from when he was a chiled a old casset tape with music on it a letter from the friend she killed a threatning letter from the headmisstris  her first dagger a vile of her tears a old blood stained church dress of hers she sobbed uncontrolably having a full breakdow shaking she maniged to grab a dagger to use on her wrists by now her clothes were soaked in blood from her tears and the dagger she was still sobbing and shaking uncontrolably 

regulus pov 

i was sitting in my dorm i had a bad feeling somthing was going to happen i just sat there reading when i herd sobbing from right below me when i remembered that alexandrias dorm was right below mine igot up in a rush even looked at me confused what are you doing he asked confused i ignored him and ran down to her dorm i caushessly nocked but she didnt answer so i unlocked the door and came in what i saw shook me too my core and broke my heart 

third person pov

she was sitting there shaking and crying blood all over her a card bord box beside her and a nife in her hands tears were poreing down her face burns and cuts were everywhere she didnt see him coming in he nelt down in front of her gently taking the nife from her hands and dropping it on the ground he rememberd her tears so he used the fabrick of her shirt to drye her tears her then went to her dresser and got  clean sweatshirt and pear of shorts and used magic to change her clothes she barly ecnoliged him she was still shaking and crying so he went to the bathroom and got some tishus went back to her and wipped away her tears she grabbed onto his arm finaly ecnoliging him hay hay hay its ok he said your alright she shook her head but what if i am not she said sadly you are i promiss you will be ok he said pulling her into a hug the girl broke down at this tears coming again i- i am a monster i'm a killer no you have done what you had to do he corrected he began to get up but she held onto him plese dont go she said still shaking he smiled at her and sat back down soon enough they both fell asleep