Flaws

Chapter 1

Lily's POV

Hi. I'm Lily Nova Brook. I'm 19. I'm a Leo. I'm a famous actress. I'm 5'7. I'm dating Johnny Orlando. I'm a bad girl. I live in LA. I look like this:

I got dressed in this:

I did my hair. I brushed my teeth. I did my makeup to match. I went to Johnny's house. I went inside it. I noticed him with his family. I sat down by him. We made out very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very passionately. We closed our eyes. He pulled away. He gave me attention. "She's my girlfriend." My boyfriend said honestly.
"It's nice to finally meet you but what's your religion?" His family asked honestly.
"Christian." I said honestly.
"She's a pretty blonde."
I held his hand romantically. "Happy one year anniversary."
"Already?" Johnny asked honestly.
"Yeah." I said honestly.
"You can take her out on a date." They said honestly.
He got dressed up. He took me out on a date. He carried me inside. He put me down in a booth. He sat down across from me. "How sweet are my parents?" He asked honestly.
"Sweeter than mine." I said honestly.
"Why do you hate your parents?"
"My mother is a Karen. My father was the worst father on the planet."
"So your father is dead?" He asked honestly.
"Yeah but my mother got married again to a raper. He raped me for 6 years straight." I said honestly.
"Well that makes so much sense on what happened to you and your feelings."
"I noticed."
"What sign is your mother?" He asked honestly.
"Gemini. She's only nice to me if I do something for her." I said honestly.
"And step dad?"
"Libra."
"How do you feel about me?" He asked honestly.
"I love you a lot." I said honestly.
"But we've only been dating a year."
"I know. When are you going to propose to me?"
"Eventually. I'm happy with us dating right now." He said honestly.
I went back to a club in LA I can get in to. I went inside it. My best friend came in. She noticed me. Best Friend played. I rapped along while her and I danced to together. Johnny found me with my best friend. She dragged me to Johnny. We danced to the romantic songs. I dragged him inside my house. "You can stay at my house babe then you can drive back to your house."
I dragged him inside my room. "Okay but we can't sleep together."
I went down to the couch. I laid down on my couch. He fell asleep on my bed. I took a bath. I got changed into my sexy blue pjs. I went back downstairs to the couch. He came downstairs. He noticed me up. "What's wrong with me babe?" I asked honestly.
"Nothing baby. Why would you ever ask a question like that?" He asked honestly.
He went back to his house. I broke down. Make You Feel My Love played. I broke down harder. I went inside my room. I laid down on my bed. My boss called me. I got dressed in this:

I did my hair. I brushed my teeth. I invited my boyfriend to the movie screening. I did my makeup to match. I went to my job. Matthew noticed me. I noticed him. I noticed Hayes behind the camera. Matthew kissed my lips. We closed our eyes. He pulled away. The movie was done. I went back inside my house. I noticed my boyfriend. "What's that about?" He asked honestly.
"I was inviting you to the movie that I acted in screening." I said honestly.
"Any kiss scenes?"
"Yeah but just one."
"Let me guess you filmed it today?" He asked honestly. "I used to act and I had to kiss my ex girlfriend so I'll go with you."
"Thanks." I said honestly. "My ex boyfriend was producing the movie."
"And who did you have to kiss?"
"One of my best friends."
"That had to be awkward for you." He said honestly.
"It was." I said honestly.
I went inside my room. I laid down on the bed. I broke down on my pillows. My boyfriend came in. He heard me breaking down. "Is this because I'm not ready to propose to you yet?"
"Yeah." I said honestly while breaking down.
"I just have to figure out if I want to be your fiancee or not." He said honestly.