Friendship With Boys

summer end

   At that summer i was the most close to Dean, I was texting him all the night, I was trusted him, I could talk to him about everything. Like my problems, he was always by my side, he was always protecting me and giving me attention. (Do not forget that he was Mias boyfriend)

   But one night when i was talking to him serious about.... (I don't remember) he just ignored me, I thought he just fall asleep, and when I texted him
-ooh you fall asleep
   He just answered
-no I'm just installing musics

   I got maybe angry, maybe sed, like i get both at time. This was start when Dean was ghosting me, but not only me, he get a really different person.

   When I was trying to talk to him, he was just saying  "Ughh get lost"  "shut up" or something like that. That affected me so fucking much, because he was like brother to my, I loved him so much and I don't wanted to losed him like that.

   It was scool, maybe November or December, at PE Mia was talking about Dean so bad, she was saying all his secrets and I decided to told that to Dean. At break I went to Deans classroom, I was trying to talk but he wasn't letting me, he was saying "I don't care" "get lost" so I yelled
-MIA SAID ALL THINGS ABOUT YOU
He let me say everything but last he said
-I don't care

   That wasn't true because they broke up after that, that was my fault but I do not regret that.

   Also I stopped friendship with Katie and Mia.

   Mia was big poisonous snake. She was always asking me for helping her to clean her house, of course I was helping her, when I was asking, she was saying "sure" but when she was coming, she was opening my fridge, was eating everything, was making more utensils dirty and was leaving my house.

   Also she was saying to me "lets do our English homework together" with my book, my notebook and I had to read and write everything. She just wanted my work.

   She was always making me to said lies to everyone, even her brother and her parents, even my parents!

  One time our friend Liza liked Dean and she only said that to Mia, but Mia told me, then she said to Dean, Sam and all the people we knowed, when Lisa came back to her village, boys started loughing, Lisa guessed they knowed, and also I told her that Mia told everyone, than we met Mia outside, Lisa asked her how boys knowed about her but Mia answered
-I don't know, when I came out They already was joking about it
   And she was saying to my
-Meg, tell her I'm saying truth
I said "yeah, yeah, she is right"
Couse I already had said truth to Lisa.

____________________________________________    I hope it's interesting to you. I'll post next part tomorrow<3