Amelia Shepherds

help pt 2

Bella POV 

I unlock Amelia's front door and step out I need to find a pay phone or something. I walk around in the darkness until I finally find one I need to get high I call my dealer he is bringing me oxy I haven't been high in 5 days I haven't been feeling everything until tonight when everything came back and its to much.

he gave me the bag it had 6 pills in it I nod hand him the money and he drives away. I go back in to the building I open the door and go right back to my room I take one of the pills and go to bed. I wake up at 12:30 the next day the pills are still in my draw I think I could hide my high if I just go talk to her for a second then come back so I crush one then walk out of my room.

Amelia POV

"Good morning sleepy head"  I say as Bella walks out of her room she doesn't respond "You okay?" I ask walking over to her "uh what um I'm sorry what did you say?" she's high  I hold out my hand "What?" she says "Give them to me now" her body shifts "What are you talking about?" she says slightly raising her voice "Bella give me the what Oxy?" "What no the fuck are you talking about?!" I look her in the eyes she looks away "I will not be talked to like this Bella" she shakes her head "then back the fuck up" I'm getting  deja vu I think those words have came out of me before she sits down pulls a bag of four pills out of her pocket and hands them to me "I'm sorry.." she says quietly "recover is a bitch. do you want to go to another meeting?" she nods "after I come down". 

we step into the center and walk in to the meeting room I dont think Bella exactly is all the way down but she said she was ready she sat next to me and put her head on my shoulder I know this girl has been through more then most kids her age don't even imagine of but I have hope for her she is like me I know I say that a lot but she is and It makes me scared on what way she will chose if given a way to go back to drug after what happened last night i'm not to sure."I um I fuck I can't do this"bella says then getting up and runs out I run out after her.I finally saw her she had a cigarette hanging out of her mouth  getting ready to light it "Don't even think of smoking this" I say garbing it out of her mouth "damn it was worth a try Amelia I cant sit in there and tell everyone how much of a failure I am "Your not a failure" "yes I am I was almost 1 week clean one week that's the longest time I have ever been But I fucked that up like I do everything else can I smoke that cig now?" I roll my eyes "Yes my dear here" I say sarcastically "we can go back and you don't have to talk or we can go home and you can talk to me and only me" she looks around then pulls out a whole pack of cigarette and hands them to me "I'm not even going to ask" I say as we walk back up to the building.

Bella POV

"hello runaway girl" elliot says coming up behind me "oh fuck off drug boy" Amelia looks at me "filter" she lips "hello miss shepherd I would like to take your runaway girl off your hands for exactly 3 hours no later and no drug use will be involved." she looks him up and down "You get her high or you see her call anyone but me you will call me right away or I will kill you myself you understand also if you have sex and get her pregnant I will chop your dick off got it?" elliot glups then nods I laugh "Okay Bella Please be smart im only a call away I love you" she kisses my forehead "I will I love you too."

"my lady welcome to the highest point in Seattle" he opens my car door and leads me to a bench "well mr fancy why are we here?" he smiles and points to the sky it was the sun setting I have never really paid attention to how gorgeous the sky is. We had 2 hours until he had to get me home we were in the back seat of his car making out in this random parking lot things were getting hot quick before I knew it I had no shirt on and was only in my bra and panties and him in his boxers we slowed down a little bit "so tell me more about you?" he said trailing his kisses down my neck "Well i'm from here I do online school..." I moaned as he hit a sweet spot "mmm keep go on" he says focusing on my sweet spot "I played volleyball in middle school but I broke my leg so I stopped Im a only child and can you please just fuck me?" she smiles "whatever you ask you shall receive".

 "thank you for tonight we should do it again" I say as we walk up the stairs to Amelia's apartment "Bella would you like to go to breakfast with me tomorrow and spend the day with me?"  I nod yes as we approach the door he kisses me and then walks back down the hall. "I'm back" I shout I hear moaning "fuck keep going" I hear amelia almost scream I go and knock on her door I hear stumbling around the door opens "hello dear" amelia says "you have sex hair" I say she looks at me "so do you and I do not just one moment" the door closes.

"hey Im kai" a tall person walks out of the room "bella nice to meet you also can you guys please fuck in slients if you do tonight because I have morning plans" I say looking at both of them "um ah anyway what plans?" amelia says looking suspiciously at me "Elliot is taking me to breakfast" she nods "you used protection right?" Amelia says kai laughs from the couch "can we not talk about this in front of guest please she nods "but we will be talking about it" I nod.