His Obsession

chapter 6

I didn't want to be here i did nothing wrong  but he seems to think i did. This reminds me of a muggle book I've read 50 shades of grey it a very popular naughty muggle book there's a movie of it to but in it this basically has women for sex then when he gets bored he gets another but the one who was different he fell in love with her blah blah. But i was not the kind of person to do stuff like this.

"Get on that table now" he said in a yet again demanding angry voice and it scared me but u was not doing whatever this is "no no way I'm not going to be you sex slave or some type of submissive thing no" he look at me with a psychopathic look . He grabbed my arm really hard so hard that it was going to leave a mark he dragged me to a table and slammed me down on my stomach he tied my arms and them legs.

I then feel his hands leave my body when he comes back i feel him put something on my face covering my eyes "what are you doing to me" i asked my voice low "obviously i have to set rules with you because you think that it is ok to dance and touch other men" he then rips my shirt in half so that my back is fully exposed i then hear him take of his belt. for a minute i hear nothing besides my breathing until a painful smack gets place on my back by a leather object.

I screamed out in pain as another hit came after other and a other i count 20 hits before they stop at this point i was crying i felt him release my legs and then my arms  then the blindfold i quickly stand up and back away from him only to be pulled to his chest "no no" i said trying to push him away but he just held onto me tighter "I'm sorry baby but i have to teach not let other boys touch what's mine" i don't think I've ever met someone so confusing"b-but we a-aren't to- I'm not y-yours" i said trembling "we don't have to be together for you to be mine if i decide your mine then you. are. mine. ok" he side

"but i want to date i want to go on little picnic days in the astronomy Tower and to Hogsmade and i want to go to the muggle world with that person that i spend the rest of my life with and if you not that person than lest me find them because it's not fair that you can talk to other girls but i can't talk to other boys Mattheo it's not"  i said trying to get away from him again and this time he let go

"What if i am that person but i just don't want to hurt you" he said looking down

"YOU JUST HURT ME Mattheo you hit me to teach me that dancing with someone else is wrong do you think that that didn't hurt huh do think that you biting me with a belt didn't hurt Mattheo because it did and if that's the type of hurt you talking about then you already did it" i said angrily 

"NO CLARISSA I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET HURT BECAUSE OF WHAT MY FATHER IS PLANNING OK I DON'T- i don't want you to be caught up in my death eater business ok" what is his father planning i wonder

"ok i get that but you can't play with my feelings like this matt if you don't want me theo then Don't pretend you do" i say going to walk out before remember he ripped my shirt in the back but i try to hold it up "i want you to leave me alone Theo please" i say to him before i leave not giving him a chance to respond.

What does he want honestly because i can't tell God why does he have to even ugh i don't even know but i want to go back in there and hug him but i can't because he hurt me both physically and emotionally so i can't.

But even though he does feel the same i think i love him in a way i think i always have.

A/n hey so sorry for not posting the last few days of school was chaotic and then i had a sleepover this weekend and then yesterday was my birthday so i have been busy but I'm back and because it summer break i will be able to post more so yeah . Oh and one thing about this chapter in Mattheo's red room he doesn't have whips, floggers etc the only things he has in there is a bed , vibrators , blindfolds, rope and a table with ties on it i don't feel comfortable writing full Christian grey type stuff for this book but i would for my Tom Holland smut book but not for this book so yeah sorry if you were expecting some spicy stuffs i don't want them to have sex yet because i have other things in mind for that part of the story which comes towards the end so yeah sorry again. Thank you all for being patient with me i promise to post more next post will be Friday mwah *blows kiss* i love you guys bye.

Word count: 953 words "less the normal i know sorry"

Bye now guys love you

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