The Secrets Of The Crescent Moon

chapter two scaring

ranboos pov

Fuck. fuck, fuck, fuck. I didn't want him to know. He didn't need to know. And this is why I'm always with woolo when I'm at his. I told my dad that it was a toy he gave me or he would have got rid of it. I start to cry.

Tubbo "ranboo are you ok, your crying. Do you want to stay at my house"?

I look at his dread in the eyes and nod

Tubbo "ok well we will go to your house first and you can go in and get your bag and then jump out the window and land on woolo"

I shake my head

Ranboo "no I don't want to hurt woolo. do you think If I told sobbel where it is that he would be able to find it? I don't want to have to go in"

Tubbo "I'm sure he would be able to and we can get sccorbunny to jump up to the window to put sobbel in your room"

I nod. Sounds like a plan. We both get our Pokémon out and I tell sobble what to do and that he needs to be quiet. We let the Pokémon do their thing and all I can do is hope that they stay quiet so that my dad doesn't hear. as it's Friday my dad is probably drunk and this is when he normally gets the knives out. Suddenly sobbel is on the window still and throws my bag onto woolo and then follows it down. Relived I put sobble on my shoulder and we walk to Tubbo's house

Tubbo "so what happens to you at home ranboo"

I shake my head and stay quiet. Why would I want to burden Tubbo with what my dad does to me?

Ranboo "look I'm not going to go into detail but my mum died not long before I moved here and my dad took that bad and may take out all his feelings on me."

Tubbo looks at me concerned. Was that too much info? Oh, no have I made him worried... I knew that I shouldn't have said anything

Tubbo "ranboo if it's not too much of a problem do you think that you could show me all the scars on you, please, don't worry if you don't want to I'll understand"

Oh no, I did make him worry and now he wants to look at all the scars I have.

Ranboo "look I understand you're worried but I don't want to show you all of them but ill show you some when we back to your place"

I hope that made him feel a bit better but I want to try and make sure that they don't see what's on my back. Dad for some reason is well knowledgeable on different ways to torcher people and has something so not only do I have a huge burn mark on my back but I also have lightning marks on my back and down my legs from when he made electricity go through my body. They use to be on my whole body but the ones on my arms and lower legs have gotten better so I thought that my arms would be best to show Tubbo and the gloves that I wear to cover the cuff marks. We get back to tubbo's house not long after that

Tubbo's mum "hey boys, Tubbo I feed combe for you, you two go have a good sleep as you get to start tomorrow also I think Tommy is going to come by soon so make sure you leave room for him"

Tubbo "ok thankyou mum goodnight"

I wave as I go past and we go up to tubbo's room

Tubbo "so can I see some of your scars now"

He seems worried but at the same time excited so I pull my sleeves up and show him all the cuts and stabs and there are some small burn marks

Tubbo "oh... hey I hate to ask but how did you get the burns I know that the cuts are straight but you didn't do them did you?"

Ranboo " well the burns are rope burns and yes the cuts are straight but the only time that I cut myself was after my mum died that's what set him off, that's why he started, he always would say that if I'm willing to do it to myself once I shouldn't mind him doing to me"

Tubbo's face fell. I said too much

Ranboo "um.... well I'm going to go shower cos who knows when we will be able to have a hot shower after tonight

I pick the bag up and go to the bathroom. Not long after I close the door I hear Tommy run past I take my shirt off to let some of the fresh cuts breathing and then I go to turn the shower on

Tommy "WHAT THE FUCK RANBOO"

Tommy says after busting the door open, Tubbo not far behind

Tuboo "ranboo why didn't you say anything about this one"

Of course, Tommy would walk in this is why I only shower here when I know that there both asleep because of course that Tommy would walk in. I cover back up and walk out past them to go to bed

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