The set up/ the first youtube video

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"OMG WHAT IS THIS!!!!" ~I scream at the top of my lung

As tears streaming down my face I read this on my feed page

"Haha that little wannabe thinks im actually her friend 😂 never EVER will I EVER go back to being friends with that 'chick'".~ Chloe

"What wrong is everything okay!!" ~ my mom said storming into my room

I turn my computer and show her the tweet.

"This is not okay"~mom said
She storms out of my room she wasn't gonna do nothing she just couldn't bare to look at me crying like this.

That night I decide to make a video a post in on YouTube....

Hey guys it's Nicole. This is my first ever YouTube video...and I want to make it special and meaningful. so here I go... a lot of us people now a days get bullied and get treated like there nothing like they shouldn't be here but that's not true were here for a reason no matter what I remember when I though that nothing was happening to me like I should die because I'm not special and I'm not here for a reason but then I realized I'm special...i may not be special to those people at school who Bully me or those stand by people who hide in the stall and watch while recording the whole thing on there phone, yup that's right i know you guys are there, but I know I'm special a worth something to my mom and that's all that matter to me is my mom, my strong, beautiful, caring, loving, worth fighting for mother, and there is always someone in your life that you need to realize you can't die cause you have to be there for them. anyways a lot of may be wondering why would she make this her first video well... I just got bullied and my heart broken by my ex best friend that I thought was actually the only one that If something happened
Would be there for me, but I guess not and that's okay I'm not going to overdose I'm not gonna cut myself until all the blood is out of my body I'm gonna keep living and hopefully just hopefully something that was worth living for will come down my path... anyways I hope this helped you guys because it helped me.. a lot😊.

The end of the video

(Btw I'm gonna try to post every Sunday and I hope you guys are enjoying my story... Comment what you think so far☺️)

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