Bellatrix and Y/n - love changes

Chapter 3

"Y-Yeah I think I know..." you say very quietly and stretch out your hand, which is still a bit shaky, and put it on her shoulder. When your hand touches her, Bellatrix flinches, a little irritated. "What are you doing?" She tilts her head and looks at you questioningly. "I-..." you stop. Yes, she's right with her question. What are you doing? She's a maniac, that's all... isn't she? You have to admit that you really don't know. You don't know her and just because of the things you know about her from other people you feel a little unfair. So you try to form a decent sentence again: "I- well, I was just thinking that-" You cancel the sentence again, the reason just can't be explained in reasonable words. So you put both your arms around her, then very gently pull her towards you, ready to let her go at any moment. Bellatrix seems quite surprised, she just stands there and seems to be holding her breath. It's almost like she's forgotten what a hug feels like. You two just stand there for a while, Bellatrix has started breathing again but still stands motionless. It's a pretty strange situation, but also kind of nice. Are you still afraid? No... or are you?  Well, you don't really trust her yet, but your breathing is calm again and your hands are shaking just a little bit. You look up at her, she's quite tall, about half a head taller than you. Bellatrix seems to notice that you are looking at her, because her gaze now wanders to you. The gleam in her eyes is no longer angry or crazy, she almost looks like a normal woman now. You know that she isn't, but if she were normal it would probably be boring too. When you look at her like that, you notice after a few seconds that you have started to smile at her. Very slowly, Bellatrix breaks away from your embrace and takes some distance from you. "You're strange..." With these words, she turns her gaze away from you and stares onto the wall. "Um, w-why that?" Your question sounds very uncertain and you look over to her. Bellatrix turns her head in your direction again, but doesn't look at you "Well, first you're terribly scared of me and the next moment you're hugging me. You call that normal or what?" She was right... She was totally right. It was absolutely weird what you just did, but it feels right to you. So you just shrug "I don't know... you just looked like you needed it..." Now Bellatrix looks you into the eyes again "Oh yes?" Her voice sounds very contemptuous again, she doesn't want to appear weak in front of you and tries to keep up the facade of the evil witch. "Yes. Yes, you looked like that." This time your voice doesn't sound anxious or even uncertain. Slowly your fear  completely disappears and you even dare to face her again. Bellatrix seems to notice that too. She crosses her arms infront of her chest and stares at you. Her gaze almost seems to pierce you, but you skillfully ignore that and say calmly: "It's totally okay to show feelings. It really is." "Feeling...?", asks Bellatrix as if you just said something in Chinese. You nod and smile again. "Yes. For example joy, sadness or... love." As you say the word 'love' you can feel yourself blushing bright red.  Bellatrix doesn't miss this either and she grins "So love, yes?" You want to say something but your mouth goes dry and not a word comes out. Bellatrix doesn't seem to mind about that and she leans forward and - you can't believe it... she kisses you!