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MARIE'S POV

"goodmorning ma'am" us, me and my classmates

 hay!! i'm really lonely, i don't have a sit mate. think of it, my classmates don't even dare to occupy the seat next to me. i don't have a disease. maybe they have, hahaha. i don't mind them, as soon as i'm okay. i'm fine, it's solved. that's it,

"good morning ma'am. sorry i'm late" 

who's that? new student? hahaha, the school year end is coming and he transfer? what kind of mind does this person has? oh dear. 

"ok class, this is James Harold Uy, our campus dj. he switch rooms for a while cause he is here to survey people. be nice to him and don't make fools on him"

ok, i'm wrong. so he is the DJ. he got looks and voice, bet he make a lot of girls cry. he's that type, i know. 

"excuse me? can i sit beside you..miss?"

"you won't dare handsome, hahaha. she's weird" Monica, my hatest classmate. she aways starts a fight. although i don't fight back. she brings out the worse in me. 

i don't mean i fight with her, i just shut up and i hate it. something just forced inside me not to fight back. 

"miss.. can i?" James

ha? he didn't care. hahaha, sorry monica. your ugly charming style don't function on him.

"Ventura, yeah sure. its okay" 

"thankyou, its James anyway." with matching smile in his handsome face

 "i would like you to focus on this video and take notes on the important things or the unfamiliar so we can discuss and we'll have a quiz tomorrow" 

"why did that girl told me you're weird? you seem not for me"

"you're not her" don't open that topic okay? and don't chit chat with me. Monica might make fool of me again because of you

"maybe i'm not. should i be like her?" don't be!!! she's... ahhhh :( my enemy

"do you really don't focus on your studies?"

"oh, sorry. my bad, i didn't meant to disturb you"

"it's okay, i just..."

"can we be friends?"

friends? really? me? i would like to, but i cant. i should not be. marie!! it is what you like, right? to have friends? what's stopping you? 

"i want to but.." 

"alright then, thankyou. talk to you later, let's study(smiling)" argh. i'm not yet finish talking!! would you let me finish it first? hay!!!

eew!! grose. that smile. it's awful. don't you dare do it to me again. eeeewwwww!!

"hey!! stop flirting to James. He's mine" monica

"he's all yours. i don't like him." eww. what did monica saw? he's handsome but not charming. 

"bastard!!" monica

  hey!!! you, don't call me that. i'm not bastard, you may hate me but don't hurt me. 

it's always like this. i hate being hurt by people, i can do my part not to let them hurt me but a prefer not to. what's wrong? i know i can handle them but why can't i do that? specially to her, to Monica.

"that's it for today. review what you've taken down and...Miss Ventura, i like you to report on your classmates about this tomorrow before we have a test"

"ahm, yes ma'am. probably"

hay!! what's new, i always do that, then got fooled by monica and my classmates. then praise by teachers. good job but bad luck. 

I know, my life fail. at home and here, my school

WHILE WALKING

ahh. ouch! what's that? (rubbing my head) what this? a marble? is this intensionally? 

"haha. gotcha, does it hurt?" Monica

"sure it does. you still need to ask?" me!. what did i ever do to this girl. or maybe i should say,  A KID! 

"OHH, look at you. how pity. HAHAHA. lets go girls"

let's go girls, lets go girls. arggggh! everyone do have a patience, but it also has an end. don't wait until mine gets there. i'm tired of getting bullied by others. what will i ever gonna do if it is what i think is right, by not minding them. that's the best thing i can do. i think?

"hey, what's that? you've been bullied back there" grrr. you saw it? and so? what's with that reaction?

"ah, yeah. kind of" don't follow me, ok? i'm going to eat my snacks. by myself. so, go!!

"kind of?!..." 

"ok. don't shout at me, i'm not your little sister to be scolded. i know what i'm doing and i sort of versed with that. they always do that." lucky you i have respect on foods, if we're not here i am scolding at you right now

"sorry for that, it's just that... why are you letting them. i mean, i know you can protect yourself from those but why don't you do the right thing" you got me there. the right thing? it's the right thing i know

"what was the right thing to do, huh?" and we're chit chatting, but i need some advises and it's fun having a conversation while eating. HEHE

"you shouldn't let them. you should learn to let them feel they should be ashamed of themselves. you should have your confidence. that's it"

"confidence? so i don't have one? you're kidding, right?"

"no i'm not, you really haven't any. it's not an opinion, it's a fact. you're intelligent, you know what i mean. you know the reason behind it, aren't you?" he knew me more than i do. and i'll admit. HE'S RIGHT

"fund of making advises Mr. DJ? haha, thanks by the way. think i can gain my confidence somewhere. haha" 

"THANKYOU for listening in what i'm saying, other thinks it's boring and corny" huh? they don't. they really? gosh, what's with the people now a days

 "it's fun, thanks then. see you around"

"ah, it's nothing. ok, bye :)"

 can i? i mean, it lacks me. Confidence, i don't have it. I know.