That's what I was thinking about when raindrops tapped ferociously against the windshield of my vehicle as I made my way through Minato City to Japan Works as a data analyst. My job as an analyst isn't always fulfilling, but I loved every second of my lunchtime since Ash and I would often walk to Starbucks together and grab a snack or coffee for our breaks.
Thoughts raced in my head before the traffic until I saw flashing lights in the distance and my legs started shaking. I freaked out. When you have a lot of fears in life, it can be just so darn frustrating that you start panicking! Worse yet, you question your existence for living.
My fear of thunderstorms was so overwhelming, I could hardly keep my breathing steady. But I reassured myself that this will all get better. I'll be able to calm myself and drive safely to work.