Only heaven knows (SaMiChaeng)

Chapter 1

Sana's POV

I opened my eyes and the sunlight welcomed me. I remember that I forgot to close the curtain last night. I close my eyes again and tried to continue my sleep. Another boring day for me. I'd rather sleep kesa pumunta sa mga lugar na makakapagpaalala sa kanya.

Enough with that. I don't want to start my day with the same pain of yesterday. Masyado na akong napapagod and I really need some rest. Atleast even for just an hour or two.

I ruffled my hair out of frustration. It's like the sleepiness I have awhile ago suddenly fades. I sat on my bed and stare at the wall. Ok? Anong gagawin ko? I have no plans today, I'm still tired from the party last night. I mean, I went to party every night eversince that da--- nevermind. Kasalanan ko naman eh.

My eyes darted on my phone, contemplating whether I'll pick it or start my morning routine. In the end, I chose the latter.

I got off from my bed and went to the bathroom. I face the mirror and stare at myself. Messy hair, eyebags, swollen eyes.

"What are you doing to yourself, Minatozaki? Mukha kang ewan." I said to myself. "Hindi ikaw to. Get your sh*t together."

After doing my morning routine. I went out from the bathroom and nagprepare na ng breakfast. A simple bread and hot choco is enough. As I'm waiting for the hot water to be done, I turned on my phone and a lot of messages welcomed me. They're all my friends asking where I am. I didn't bother to answer them, instead I opened my twitter account.

I was busy scrolling. One tweet caught my attention. The more I stare to the picture, the more my heart breaks into pieces. Again.

A photo of her with her new girlfriend. She looks so happy with her. Happier than she's with me I guess. The caption says it all.

"Everyday date with my love is what makes me love her even more". I smiled bitterly after reading the caption. Ako dapat yun eh. I miss you so much.

I wiped the tears escaped from my eyes. Is this what all I can do after the break up? Clubs at night, crying my heart out at morning? When will I get tired from this set up? I heard my phone beep and Jihyo's message appeared on the screen.

"Let's hang out. I know nakita mo ang tweet niya." she know me too well. I don't know what will I do if I didn't met her that time. She saved me. They saved me.

I typed a message and sent it to her saying that I'll meet them in a few minutes. I went to my room and prepare myself. She said that we'll just go to the mall.

It took me 15 minutes to prepare and another 15 minutes to reach where the squad are. As I reach the place. Jihyo, Tzuyu, Nayeon unnie and Momo are already there waiting for me. I saw Momo's face and I swear. I felt that I'm dying in her mind. Napangiti na lang ako. She really hates waiting.

"Chill out, Momo. I'll buy you your favorite food. Stpp staring at me. Geez. Para mo na akong pinapatay." They all laughed at what I said. Food is life para sa kanya.

She rolled her eyes at us, "as you should, Satang. I hate waiting. Nagugutom ako lalo." See? May alaga ata siyang dinosaur sa tyan niya. Lagi siyang gutom.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, napatingin ako sa tabi ko and I saw Tzuyu. She smiled at me. Nakita ko na naman ang dimple niya. Ang cute lang.

"Let's go na? We have a whole day to spend sa mall. Arcade?" Tzuyu asked. Napatingin naman ako sa kanila and they all nodded to me.

We started walking since malapit lang naman yung mall. I saw Nayeon busy with her phone kaya tinawag ko siya. First time ata na hindi makulit to ah.

"Nayeon unnie!" Nakit ko yung gulat sa mukha niya. I laughed at her.